Sheez. 2012 is not really my year. I don't know why I am given all of these shits.
Sabi ko 2012 magbabago na ko. :'( well i am doing it. Kaso I just believe that We Cannot Really Please Everybody. Hindi naman natin choice na di sila maplease eh, choice nila na hindi maplease sa mga ginagawa naten..
Ako, ang ayoko lang binabadmouth at binabackstab ako. And OO ngayon I am actually being honest. Plastic ako. That's how people see it eh. But ako I believe that it's not being PLASTIC. I am just playing safe. Kasi ang issue daw I hide what I feel. Ako ayoko lang naman ng gulo, ng away. Ayoko ng may nagagalit sa akin. Kasi hindi ka makatulog ng maayos kung may kaaway ka. But I believe naman na it's not my choice if they don't like me right.
At ayoko din sa lahat na ginagawang issue yung leadership ko. Last Saturday kasi I got mad and someone made an issue ata. Nagreklamo on why do I need to get mad. Oh WTF. Nabastos ako. They kept on ranting about something and yet I'll keep my mouth shut? Wala na ba akong karapatang mairita? That is so bullshit.
Basta ako what I learned is that hindi totoo yung porket ayaw sayo nung tao meaning Insecure sayo. Maybe may kailangan ka talagang baguhin sa ugali mo. Kaya please enough reasoning out that You are hated because they are insecure with you? HA? ARE YOU CRAZY?! Ako i realized din talaga na may kailangan akong baguhin but always remember that CHANGE IS NOT DONE OVERNIGHT? Okay? Kung naaapura kayo sa pagbabago ng isang tao, you have no right because hindi naman ikaw ang nahihirapan.
Anyway, I just want to release my anger. I have nothing against dun sa nagsabi ng plastic ako. At least alam ko na yung mali ko. But the one who questioned my leadership. WTF diba. :(
Anyway, eto, keri lang to. Faith lang kay God, masosolve ko to!
WHOO!
--PIPAY. 10:43PM, 1/12/12
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