Bad Vibes.

Sheez. 2012 is not really my year. I don't know why I am given all of these shits.

Sabi ko 2012 magbabago na ko. :'( well i am doing it. Kaso I just believe that We Cannot Really Please Everybody. Hindi naman natin choice na di sila maplease eh, choice nila na hindi maplease sa mga ginagawa naten..

Ako, ang ayoko lang binabadmouth at binabackstab ako. And OO ngayon I am actually being honest. Plastic ako. That's how people see it eh. But ako I believe that it's not being PLASTIC. I am just playing safe. Kasi ang issue daw I hide what I feel. Ako ayoko lang naman ng gulo, ng away. Ayoko ng may nagagalit sa akin. Kasi hindi ka makatulog ng maayos kung may kaaway ka. But I believe naman na it's not my choice if they don't like me right.

At ayoko din sa lahat na ginagawang issue yung leadership ko. Last Saturday kasi I got mad and someone made an issue ata. Nagreklamo on why do I need to get mad. Oh WTF. Nabastos ako. They kept on ranting about something and yet I'll keep my mouth shut? Wala na ba akong karapatang mairita? That is so bullshit.

Basta ako what I learned is that hindi totoo yung porket ayaw sayo nung tao meaning Insecure sayo. Maybe may kailangan ka talagang baguhin sa ugali mo. Kaya please enough reasoning out that You are hated because they are insecure with you? HA? ARE YOU CRAZY?! Ako i realized din talaga na may kailangan akong baguhin but always remember that CHANGE IS NOT DONE OVERNIGHT? Okay? Kung naaapura kayo sa pagbabago ng isang tao, you have no right because hindi naman ikaw ang nahihirapan.

Anyway, I just want to release my anger. I have nothing against dun sa nagsabi ng plastic ako. At least alam ko na yung mali ko. But the one who questioned my leadership. WTF diba. :(

Anyway, eto, keri lang to. Faith lang kay God, masosolve ko to!

WHOO!

--PIPAY. 10:43PM, 1/12/12
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"BAD VIBES"

2011 Memories :)

2011 was a very challenging year for me. It's not that good actually. My Christmas wasn't good because of some circumstances. I am feeling something not good with my health. But then let us dwell with all the happy and positive events that happened in our lives. And let me share to you my happy memories last year 2011.

1. Teleseryes. It's so good that three networks are already airing teleseryes! But ABS-CBN's soaps are still my faves! Here are some of the teleseryes I really liked and loved for the past year.

My MOST FAVORITE soap opera of 2011: Mula sa Puso
Most favorite Koreanovela: My Princess
Most favorite GMA soap opera: My Lover My Wife
Other soaps: Minsan Lang Kita Iibigin, I Love You So, Sisid, Nita Negrita, Beauty Queen,
Alyna, Good Vibes, Kristine, Cinderella's Sister, My Girlfriend is a Gumiho, Mara Clara (not in photo)

Most favorite primetime soap opera: Nasaan Ka, Elisa?
Most favorite TV5 soap:  Mga Nagbabagang Bulaklak
Most favorite GMA Afternoon soap opera: Kung Aagawin Mo Ang Langit
Most favorite ABS-CBN Soap Opera: Reputasyon
Most favorite youth-oriented show: Growing Up
Other soaps: 100 Days to Heaven, Glamorosa, Maria la del Barrio, Ikaw Lang Ang Mamahalin, Green Rose,
Babaeng Hampaslupa, My Binondo Girl, Budoy, Sinner or Saint, I am Legend, Helena's Promise,
Pahiram ng isang Ina, Pure Love, Time of my Life, Angelito Batang Ama

2. October 17, 2011. The date when I crushed a celebrity, Diego Loyzaga. I swear he is talaga! If you don't like him, that's fine with me, para walang kaagaw! It's also the first time I joined a fans club! Hello Digsters!:))

3. July 8-9, 2011. My Birthday! Well my SPUM Classmates surprised me by making two of my friends visit me in St. Paul. Just so sad we don't have pictures! :)) And on July 9, I celebrated my birthday with my beloved GIRLFRIENDS! :)

4. March 5-8, 2011. Baguio Field Trip. Eto ang panahon na nabuo ang Girlfriends! :))

5. February 11, 2011. Junior-Senior Promenade. Bago pa talaga yung March 5, nabuo na talaga ang GFs noon pa, yun nga lang, di kami talagang Girlfriends pa. :) This was also a very cute night for me, kasi ang cute ko din. Haha. But I actually missed the finales of the two Precious Hearts Romances series aired that time, Alyna and Kristine! Plus finale of Little Star and Shoutout. :) Pero it's so worth it. :)

6. Palawan Trip. It's really good in the feeling pala talaga kapag nakita mo yung itinatagong ganda ng country mo. Palawan is indeed a great tourist spot. The experience was really a blast!

7. Graduation. March 25, 2011. I finally ended another stage of my life. My High School life. :') It's been four years of gigs and cheers. And I really hope it lasted, for it is so dear. :)) -From our graduation song, Traces. :)

   

8. Sarah left the Philippines. Nakakaloka tong day na to. HAHA :) Super duper mega preparations ang ginawa namin. Gumawa pa kami ng Scrapbook, Fudgee Barr na cake. HAHA :) Pero tagumpay ang pa-Despedida namen. Nakakamiss ka Sarah! Umuwi ka na!

9. College Life. This is so great. I never thought na magiging ganito kasaya yung College life ko. Maybe it was not like HS na mas enjoy ko siyempre, but College was quite equally great! I Love Block F4, Lipstick Frosh, Crucible meets Cover Girls, ABMC 1 and Kwek-Kwek Beauties! ♥ Pati grades ko love ko! :) And of course, ang pinakamahal ko sa lahat, TANGHALANG ST. PAUL. :)

10. My Sweet Teleserye Collection plus World Trade Center and Twitter. ARTISTA AT TELESERYE AT SHOWBIZ. Period.

 At dahil inaantok ako, tsaka na lang yung iba ha. Tagal kong ginawa to dahilsa pictures! HAHA! :)

--PIPAY♥ 1:17 AM January 2, 2011. Chapter 2 of 366 :D