Crushniversary. :">

September 2, 2010... 

I sent GMs to some of my friends...That line on my GM came from KC's line on Simply KC. Then suddenly, two of you replied. And honestly, I focused on texting you alone. I want to test my feelings. If I am really crushing on you or you're just cute! :">

Well...to refresh your mind, we knew each other before but we don't know each other personally. And then this school activity came. Of course, all of us became closer. After that school activity, we kept in touch, which was really good. But I never thought I will ever ever have a crush on you! :))

Then this afternoon came, we saw each other by chance, we talked for a while, and I slapped you. I forgot why. Haha. Then we said our goodbyes. After you go, my best friend asked me that maybe I have a crush on you. WELL EXCUSE ME, HELL NO. You're not my type (at that time) and I just came from a heartbreak, and I was crushing a Second Year student! HAHA. :)) But then that question struck me. (MAGTATAGALOG NAKO, Para mas madamdamin! HAHA) Napaisip ako. Paano nga kaya kung crush kita. :) HAHA.

 Then that day came, where you replied and we texted, then one day, I sent PMs to everybody. Yours was the longest...of course. :) But actually my message doesn't make sense. Then the following day...aba aba, you replied, SECRET NA LANG YUN. But that was the sweetest of all your messages, all 3104 messages as of today. :) Then afterwards, you constantly text me, good night, good night, good night, kahit hindi ka unlitext. :))

 Well, many things of course happened, but I won't elaborate more. Mahahalata! HAHA. :) But what I am just sure of, is that December 2010. I fell in love. But that feeling was the best and the worst. You became cold, I don't know why, maybe I was too obvious? And I was getting hurt every time you were cold. I also feel confused, because you were cold today, and we were fine and sweet tomorrow. Maybe I am just putting color in everything we do. But that's how love moves. :)

September 2, 2011... 

And now, it's a year since I am crushing on you. Many things have changed. Well, yes, I am still in love with you, but you know, there's always a hindrance. What I really want now, is for us to be best friends. You were few of the guys I really trust. And, I think, you never treated me like I don't belong, and you never showed disgust. That's what I love about you eh, you are so so kind! :) And yes, I am pretty sure I can easily get over with my feelings if we become best friends. :))

I really would like to thank you for being a good friend. I thank you for being so kind, understanding. And I hope, bawas bawasan mo pagiging cold! :) Nakakasira ng bait eh. :)) AND SANA, PAG NABASA MO TO, WAG MO NAMANG ISIPING IKAW TO HA. Scaaaary eh! HAHA! AYOKO NA KASING MAY MAGBAGO, OKAY? :)) See you, bestfriend. :)))) Happy Crushniversary! :">