Right or Wrong?

May nasabi ako.

Hindi ko talaga alam kung tama o mali.

Alam ko para rin yun sa own good ng friends ko, di ko naman intention na magmukhang masama yung isa, pero loyal ako sa isa. Di rin naman kami masyadong close nung isa, pero hindi ko pa din alam.

Di naman sila mag-aaway pero still, the guilt that I felt was extremely bothering me. :') Nakakaloka lang talaga.

As in ayoko silang mag-away, di lang dahil sa dawit ako, pero kasi siyempre diba pareho ko silang kaibigan. Kahit ba mas matimbang yung isa.

Maaring mali na nasabi ko yun sa friend kong close, kasi may clash, at parang binabackstab ko si new friend. At parang nagiging okay na sila.

Pero karapatan din naman ni friend kong close na malaman yun diba?

DI KO TALAGA ALAM. Sana lang walang gulo. :'(

-->PIPAY♥ 2/12/12 1:04 AM
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"RIGHT OR WRONG?"

Confusion...

Whenever I see this pic of his. I don't know what to feel. :)) Because this picture really really makes me fall in love with DIEGO LOYZAGA. :') Grabe, this is the second time I am blogging about him! :')

Eeeeeh. I know I know that masama to, pero alam nyo yun, the more na naiisip ko siya, nakakalimutan ko yung previous heartbreaks ko. :) Nagimbe imbento pa nga ako ng taong "Rick Carlos Gonzales" (Rick from Derrick role nya sa Mara Clara and Carlos na first name nya, Gonzales, surname nya sa Mara clara) na kunyari etong inembento kong tao yung nasa picture at magsyota kame. HAHA! :)) At dahil dun. Confused tuloy ako..Crush ko ba si Diego, or love ko na siya, or I'm just an infatuated fan? :| Scared ako na mafall sa kanya kase sobrang IMPOSIBLE! :'(

Basta pag nakita, nakilala, nakausap at nakapagpapicture ako sa kanya, I'll be the luckiest and happiest person in town. I hope this wish would come truue! :')

Anyway, itigil na natin to. Gusto ko lang maglabas nang nararamdaman. :)) Loveyou followers. :D

-->JIMPY♥♥ 10/18/11

A Letter for Diego...

Crushing on a celebrity is like soooo normal. But falling in love with them? OMFG. :)

Now. I am crazy and gaga all over Diego Loyzaga! Most people found him not gwapo, bano umacting or whatever, but me? I DON'T CARE! HAHA! =))

Well actually, my first celebrity crush was the late AJ Perez. As in, that was 2008. The, Enchong Dee, in Summer 2010. HAHA! :)) Even Sam Concepcion and Jake Cuenca. But Diego Loyzaga really made me craaaazy! HAHA! I want to see him in PERSON! :))

But then, I have to control my feelings, because falling for someone you never knew personally, and with my case of course, is like disappointing, and worse, heartbreaking! :))

I can actually relate to this song by Juris and I dedicate this to Diego! :))

Kailan Kaya by Juris (Down With Love Theme Song) (click it! HAHA!)

Oh well, I can't find the lyrics so just click that para marinig niyo. HAHA. It was the theme song of Down With Love.

And now. I want you to read I wrote for Diego! :)

Dear Diego,

Hello! I just wanna say hi and I want to express my super duper admiration for you! I know it's not that NORMAL for me to admire you because of biological instances, but then, I DON'T CARE! And actually, who cares right?! It's me, not them! Well anyway, I just want to say that I am so happy seeing you on TV, I love watching you and Julia (and sometimes imagines that I am Julia/Yen HAHAHA!) And actually, I am already crushing you since your first appearance as Derrick in Mara Clara! That was the most awaited part because I want to see you and I just want to say that you are worth waiting for! :))

Anyway, I just want to say I want to see you in person, I want to have a picture with you and I want to have a short conversation with you. That did not happen with my first crush because he passed away already, so I do hope that everything I have wished about you will happen! :)))

I am looking forward to see you and I am looking forward to write a show for you soon! :))

Good Luck Diego and Take Care! :))

         

                                                                                                                               Lovelots,

Jimpy♥♥♥

HAHAHA. Ang OA eh noh may letter pa, pero if ever na mabasa nya to, ay I LOVE IT! :))))

Anyway, goodnight friends, followers, and Diego. :">

-->JIMPY♥ 11/17/2011

P.S. Our "crushniversary" [remember that?!] (I and Diego) is always on October 17, 2011 OKAY?! :") 

Focus: Positivity

I am really really crazy. HAHA. I am not supposed to be blogging about this, but then, there's an urge of releasing what I really feel. Yes I need to, because if I don't, I will be always bothered, anxious, or whatever, and I don't want sudden anxiety attacks, puh-lease.


Well, here's the thing. I can really sense that one of my closest friends did back stab me. I am really not sure, but I know there is something between the two of us, there is tension. I just don;t want to elaborate about the story, but if that someone will be reading this, well then, I just want to say that, there is really that hard feeling, because I never thought that that's the way you think of me. We have known each other for a long time, and I can really say that you have really changed. I don't know why, but I don't want to just throw our friendship out of the door. And I do hope that you don't forget the super friends you have, and that's us, because we have the bigger part of your life. :') but of course as your super duper as in to the highest level friend, I still do love you of course, and I want us to rekindle the old friendship we had, and if possible, practice that. And I know that you are like "natamaan" with my words, I just thought that, if you are paranoid, you really did something for me to be like this. Well I just want to clear out that it is not you, so stop it.


And then there's this person I am irritated with. This person is like soooo craaaazy. I don't know ha, but if he/she thinks that I should not be above his/her standing, well then the floor is his/hers. I don't need that, I don't need legacy, I don't need to outshine or what, what I need is just to do my thing.


I am really tired of being bullied. I know sometimes I do hurt others feelings because of my so-called "katarayan" or "pang-o-okray", but of course I do have my limitations, I instantly say sorry, and I don't do the same thing over and over again (that's what I think about myself ha). But there is this one guy, I am really getting sick and tired of his f*cking attitude. If he is not capable of understanding other's feelings, then better shut his mouth. Or why not insult himself, well, based on the looks (i'm sorry) and the attitude, he should be the one insulted! :)


But then, I do need to get rid of the pessimism that I am bringing. I don't want to die at this age, and I don't want burdens anymore. I just want now to focus on my studies. I maybe in love, but I am not in a relationship (and as if I will be) and of course, I just want to focus with all the positive vibes Dear God is giving me. :)


Gone the days where I always put my self into negativity and pessimism. Optimistic, happy and positive days should start now. :)


Nasaan Ka, Elisa? This Monday after My Binondo Girl! :))

Crushniversary. :">

September 2, 2010... 

I sent GMs to some of my friends...That line on my GM came from KC's line on Simply KC. Then suddenly, two of you replied. And honestly, I focused on texting you alone. I want to test my feelings. If I am really crushing on you or you're just cute! :">

Well...to refresh your mind, we knew each other before but we don't know each other personally. And then this school activity came. Of course, all of us became closer. After that school activity, we kept in touch, which was really good. But I never thought I will ever ever have a crush on you! :))

Then this afternoon came, we saw each other by chance, we talked for a while, and I slapped you. I forgot why. Haha. Then we said our goodbyes. After you go, my best friend asked me that maybe I have a crush on you. WELL EXCUSE ME, HELL NO. You're not my type (at that time) and I just came from a heartbreak, and I was crushing a Second Year student! HAHA. :)) But then that question struck me. (MAGTATAGALOG NAKO, Para mas madamdamin! HAHA) Napaisip ako. Paano nga kaya kung crush kita. :) HAHA.

 Then that day came, where you replied and we texted, then one day, I sent PMs to everybody. Yours was the longest...of course. :) But actually my message doesn't make sense. Then the following day...aba aba, you replied, SECRET NA LANG YUN. But that was the sweetest of all your messages, all 3104 messages as of today. :) Then afterwards, you constantly text me, good night, good night, good night, kahit hindi ka unlitext. :))

 Well, many things of course happened, but I won't elaborate more. Mahahalata! HAHA. :) But what I am just sure of, is that December 2010. I fell in love. But that feeling was the best and the worst. You became cold, I don't know why, maybe I was too obvious? And I was getting hurt every time you were cold. I also feel confused, because you were cold today, and we were fine and sweet tomorrow. Maybe I am just putting color in everything we do. But that's how love moves. :)

September 2, 2011... 

And now, it's a year since I am crushing on you. Many things have changed. Well, yes, I am still in love with you, but you know, there's always a hindrance. What I really want now, is for us to be best friends. You were few of the guys I really trust. And, I think, you never treated me like I don't belong, and you never showed disgust. That's what I love about you eh, you are so so kind! :) And yes, I am pretty sure I can easily get over with my feelings if we become best friends. :))

I really would like to thank you for being a good friend. I thank you for being so kind, understanding. And I hope, bawas bawasan mo pagiging cold! :) Nakakasira ng bait eh. :)) AND SANA, PAG NABASA MO TO, WAG MO NAMANG ISIPING IKAW TO HA. Scaaaary eh! HAHA! AYOKO NA KASING MAY MAGBAGO, OKAY? :)) See you, bestfriend. :)))) Happy Crushniversary! :">

Ninety-Seven truths

Ninety-Seven Truths

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 97 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Water.
2. Last phone call: Cher Aguinaldo.
3. Last text message: Anna Manalo.
4. Last song you listened to: Pyramid by Charice :)
5. Last time you cried : Forgot na.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: no!
7. Been cheated on: Hndi. haha.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Wala.
9. Lost someone special: Not yet. and not looking forward haha.
10. Been depressed: oo.. :(
11. Been drunk and threw up: Not yet pa naman.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Pink.
13. Purple.
14. Green.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: OO naman. :)
16. Laughed until you cried: Oo. haha.
17. Met someone who changed you: Meron ba? Haha!
18. Found out who your true friends were: Bago pa mag 2010. haha/
19. Found out someone was talking about you: OO!
20. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Wala pa ah. haha.
21. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Medyo madami. haha.
22. How many kids do you want to have: ? :))
23. Do you have any pets: Yeah.
24. Do you want to change your name: Di na. haha.
26. What time did you wake up today: about 7:30?
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: tulog :))
28. Name something you CANNOT wait for: next episode of Kung Tayo'y magkakalayo, d ako nakatul;og kagabi!!!!!!!!!
29. Last time you saw your Mother: Kanina lang, and nung Monday :) Gets nyo?
30. What is the one thing you wish you could change about your life: Madami...
31. What are you listening to right now: Try to follow me- 2ne1
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Ewan. :|
33. What's getting on your nerves right now: ano nga ba.
34. Most visited webpage: Facebook and pinoy Exchange.
35. Whats your real name: James Patrick Anarcon
36. Nicknames: Jimpy, Jim, Jimps, Jimp, Pipay.
37. Relationship Status: Single and fabulous :))
38. Zodiac sign: Cancer.
39. Male or female: Male.
40. Elementary: University of Perpetual Help System-DALTA
41. High School: University of Perpetual Help System-DALTA
42. College: Soon..
43. Hair colour: Black.
44. Long or short: Short.
45. Height: 5 something naman siguro..
46. Do you have a crush on someone?: :|
47: What do you like about yourself: everything.
48. Piercings: Wala!
49. Tattoos: Wala.
50. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS :
51. First surgery: Wala.
53. First best friend:c JC ata, tapos c Cher, and the rest came.
54. First sport you joined: Wala.
55. First vacation: Bulacan? :))
56. First pair of trainers: Anu un? HAHA. wala.

RIGHT NOW:
57. Eating: No.
58. Drinking: Gusto ko, nauuhaw na eh.
59. I'm about to: type :))
60. Listening to: The Only Exception by Paramore.
61. Waiting for: Juicy :))

YOUR FUTURE :
62. Want kids?: :|.
63. Get Married?: :|.
64. Career?: Kailangan kong maging employee ng ABS.

WHICH IS BETTER
65. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
66. Hugs or kisses: HUGS DEFINITELY :))
67. Shorter or taller: Taller? Haha.
68. Older or Younger: Older ng konti. :)
69. Romantic or spontaneous: Pareho.
70. Nice stomach or nice arms: :|.
71. Sensitive or loud: LOUD :)) Baka magclash kami. haha.
72. Hook-up or relationship: Ewan.
73. Trouble maker or hesitant: :|.

HAVE YOU EVER :
74. Kissed a stranger: No!
75. Drank hard liquor: Hanggang champagne lang ako. haha.
76. Lost glasses/contacts: Di ako nagganyan.
77. Sex on first date: D pa ako nkkpagdate :))
78. Broken someone's heart: Malay.
79. Been arrested: HAHA!
80. Turned someone down: :|
81. Cried when someone died: D pa ako namamatayan...ata.
82. Fallen for a friend?: Ewan..HAHA! Ndi pa.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
83. Yourself:Medyo.
84. Miracles: OO naman..
85. Love at first sight: HAHAHA! Minsan.
86. Heaven: OO.
87. Santa Claus: :|
88. Kiss on the first date: Neer.
89. Angels: YEAH :)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
90. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: D pa ako nagkakaroon nyan!.
91. Did you sing today?: Oo. HAHA!
92. Ever cheated on somebody?: WALA!
93. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: since birth.
94. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: September 24, 2009? :)) HAHA! WAG NA!!!!!!!!!!!!
95. Are you afraid of falling in love?:Parang...
96. Posting this as 100 truths?:No..
97. Love yourself?: OF COURSE. kahit ganto ako. I love myself. Bakit hindi? diba... :))

Some facts about myself.

This is for those who want to know me better.

1. I love teleseryes. I love facts about them. I take time searchhing the net about teleseryes. I collect every info about them, and every teleserye pic i see, i save it and have them print. Some think that it is a pure waste of time, but i find there my happiness. :)

2. I shop 'til i drop, drop my last cent. I don't know, but I seldom get the chance to be thrifty. You may think I'm out of my mind, but I make sure when i go to the mall, I will spend even the last cent left on my purse. :)

3. I love my family and friends. No explanation needed for that.

4. I love blogging. As you can see, i have written many many notes. And i do have an account in blogspot (which i am currently using now in blogging, alongside facebook), multply and livejournal (which i haven't visited yet after i made an account).

5. i love social networking sites. I have friendster, multiply and of course facebook. My blogging sites blogspot and livejournal, and ask me if i have twitter and plurk, of course i do, but i don't visit my plurk anymore, because...I don't know how to use it! I also have accounts on youtube, candymag, google, myspace, and Pex accounts.

6. I love to eat. Except some vegetables, and poor-presented meals.

7. I don't like Math, not actually don't like, but i just find it hard, that's why there, i don;t find it taht interesting unlike English :(

8. I like OPM. I like songs of the 90s by Donna Cruz (Only me and you), Lani Misalucha (Bukas na Lang kita Mamahalin), Zsa-Zsa Padilla (Ano bang Meron ka?), Regine Velasquez (You've Made Me Stronger) and other movie theme songs (I Can - DOREMI OST).

9. I like memorizing soap opera and movie lines. Then I'll use them as expressions. :)) Sample? "BLOOD IS ALWAYS THICKER THAN CANAL WATER" - Angelica Panagniban.

10. i also love Tagalog movies. Most especially of the 90s! :) (e.g Do-re-Mi)

11. I Love playing simulation games. (e.g. Pet Society, The Sims)

12. I love collecting magazines most especially Candy mag.

13. I love reading books. i am currently reading Charlie's Angels.

--------that's it! More things to come.