I DECLARE FINAL STAGE!

As of this first part of writing, this entry doesn't have any title yet. I don't know how to name it but...Err. HAHA! :D Magkakatitle din yan. :))

Well anyway, this entry intends to share my experiences in love. From being Inlababo, to nalulunod sa lababo, to nakaahon na sa lababo. In short, from kiligan stage, heartbreaking stage and finally, the moving on stage.

My followers already knew about my story but this one is the more detailed one. I am not scared to confess this now, since, I have moved on - oh not yet, just in the final stage - and I won't name names, I'll just keep my mouth shut with the names. Pero pag nabasa niya to, malamang mahahalata niya, yun ay kung matandain at keen observer siya. :)) (Pero sa totoo lang, natatakot pa din ako na mahalata, mabasa at makita niya to!)

Okay so here it is: I won't elaborate more unless it's like so so important and nakakakilig! And by the way, FYI. Yun ang interpretation ko sa lahat ng pinakita niya okay? So wag nyong sasabiohing iniimbento ko, alam ko nag-assume ako pero IDC.  Ganun yung nakita ko eh! And kung mababas amo 'to wag mong sasabihin na walang meaning yun for you ganyan ganyan kase naiintindihan ko at alam kong totoo yun OKAY! Okay na, eto na.

July 8, 2010 - That was my birthday. My teacher and moderator offered me to be a campaign manager of a political party in our school. I was so so hesitant to do it, because at that time, I'm really scared facing people. I also had a crush with this second year student. :) HAHA! :D The person we're talking about is a member of this party, secret na lang kung anong tinatakbo niya but I can't say we had the perfect meeting, and I had love at first sight! :)

August 2010 - Sometime in August, it was an afternoon, I am already on my way home with my best friend, when I had an encounter with him. We talked for a while and I slapped his face. Haha. But that was joke time! :) Then we said our goodbyes, and afterwards, tinanong ako ni bestfriend, "siguro, crush mo si ________ noh?!" Of course I denied because like duh, I don't like him! HAHA! =))

September 2, 2010. - I texted two people, it was him, and the other one was a friend as well. Then they both replied, but I focused more on him, we texted, he even told me I am becoming thinner. (Fudge, obvious na talaga ako na si ano to!) Then after that moment, yes, I am pretty sure I am crushing on him. :)

October 29, 2010. - The first time we ate outside, with my friends, and with his --- basta, close friend ko din super! We ate at Mang Inasal. I had the best time ever. :) I even waited for him because he was late. I just pretended that I love to play Sky Burger but honestly, I was waiting. But it was so worth it. I had so much fuuun!

December 17/18/19, 2010. - I forgot the date but this was a good encounter. Christmas Party. After me and my bffs stayed in Starbucks, one of my friends saw him, (di pa ako naniwala) and i treated him Starbucks! HAHA! :D Lol. Then he texted me that night and it was so kilig, I had a sleepover with my friends pa. ;)

December 22, 2010. - We are actually frequent textmates at this month, making me fall in love with this person.(Nakaisip na ako ng title, It's all about him him him him him... HAHA! Kanta yan ni Auburn eh!) His classmates we're always asking me, "mahal mo na?" and I always answer, crush lang! And on this date, I am sure, I am in love. :">

December 25, 2010. - Christmas Day. My friend and I asked him if he could join us watching a movie on the 29th. Happily, he joined us.

December 29. 2010. - My last "gala" for that year. I was with my best of friends, and with him. We watched a scary movie. I was even pissed off because he kept on turning off the lights in the CR and I am so damn scared! But it was complete happiness!

January 2011. - I was so inspired to do everything, my assignments, my requirements, projects, because I was so damn in love! We didn't have that communication much but then, I'm still inspired! :)

February 5-6, 2011. Crucial part for me. I know he got irritated because I'm too protective. Eh there's something naman behind it eh, so okay lang, pero siguro in his eyes nga naman, OA na. Nag-gm siya, I don't know if it's for me but I can sense it. I don't know he texted me on the night of the 6th, but then.. gosh. That's really the first time!

February 11, 2011. Junior Senior Promenade. A pop dance is a good catch!

February 12, 2011. Happy in the morning. Damn shit on the following days. This was the last day we texted. HAHA! :D

March 5, 2011. Retreat, we had communication again and it's damn good. Haha.

March 22, 2011. We had a small talk and he congratulated me. :))

March 23, 2011. A day after our kilig talk, kasi he did ask something pa nun, pero baka I'm just assuming that's why I'll keep my mouth shut, parang we had a problem again. He doesn't want to talk sa text, he's damn sleepy na daw and baka daw humaba pa usapan namen. So it was a complete heartbreaker!

March 24, 2011. In the morning, dinamdam ko yung nangyari kagabi, pero sa hapon, parang walang nangyari, I even bought him a gift.

March 28, 2011. I gave him the gift and he used it agad! :)

March 30, 2011. We passed through the corridor and he asked me to smell the pabango, he used it na naman! HAHA! :D

April - May 2011. Basta nagkayayaan kami, and on the 26th, natuloy kaming gumala. :) Saya nun! :D

July 8, 2011. That was my birthday, and it's a blast. Mahahalata na kasi pag inelaborate ko pero thank you sa SPUM friends ko. :)

August 25, 2011. Nagkita kami unexpectedly sa SM. Tagal kong pinagdasal yan. :) Nakablog yun dito!

August 26, 2011. Nagkita ulet kami, happily nakapag-usap!

September 2, 2011. Crushniversary! Talagang nakapagcelebrate ako dahil magkatext kami simula 5:30 hanggang 8:00 PM! Ansabeeeeeeeeeh! :)

October 2011. Wala na masyadong contact, di na ako amazed. I was falling in love with Diego Loyzaga, which made me pretend na may boyfriend ako, at dahil dun parang nakakalimot.

October 27, 2011. We saw each other a gain and he was a complete snob. I don't know what I have done but I'm pretty sure wala akong ginagawa. Sobra. Kaya ayun, napagisip isip ko...

Na Panahon na siguro, panahon na para makalimot at magpakasaya, at humanap ng iba. And therefore now I declare, I am on the FINAL STAGE OF MOVING ON. AND I AM HAPPY! Sana happy din kayo for me. :))

Pag kilala nyo siya at nabasa niyo to, wag kayong maingay ah. WALANG BASTUSAN. HAHA! :D

At ngayon, iibahin ko na ang title. I DECLARE FINAL STAGE! :))))))))))

-->JIMPY ♥ 10/28/11 at 11:46 PM

Confusion...

Whenever I see this pic of his. I don't know what to feel. :)) Because this picture really really makes me fall in love with DIEGO LOYZAGA. :') Grabe, this is the second time I am blogging about him! :')

Eeeeeh. I know I know that masama to, pero alam nyo yun, the more na naiisip ko siya, nakakalimutan ko yung previous heartbreaks ko. :) Nagimbe imbento pa nga ako ng taong "Rick Carlos Gonzales" (Rick from Derrick role nya sa Mara Clara and Carlos na first name nya, Gonzales, surname nya sa Mara clara) na kunyari etong inembento kong tao yung nasa picture at magsyota kame. HAHA! :)) At dahil dun. Confused tuloy ako..Crush ko ba si Diego, or love ko na siya, or I'm just an infatuated fan? :| Scared ako na mafall sa kanya kase sobrang IMPOSIBLE! :'(

Basta pag nakita, nakilala, nakausap at nakapagpapicture ako sa kanya, I'll be the luckiest and happiest person in town. I hope this wish would come truue! :')

Anyway, itigil na natin to. Gusto ko lang maglabas nang nararamdaman. :)) Loveyou followers. :D

-->JIMPY♥♥ 10/18/11

Crushniversary. :">

September 2, 2010... 

I sent GMs to some of my friends...That line on my GM came from KC's line on Simply KC. Then suddenly, two of you replied. And honestly, I focused on texting you alone. I want to test my feelings. If I am really crushing on you or you're just cute! :">

Well...to refresh your mind, we knew each other before but we don't know each other personally. And then this school activity came. Of course, all of us became closer. After that school activity, we kept in touch, which was really good. But I never thought I will ever ever have a crush on you! :))

Then this afternoon came, we saw each other by chance, we talked for a while, and I slapped you. I forgot why. Haha. Then we said our goodbyes. After you go, my best friend asked me that maybe I have a crush on you. WELL EXCUSE ME, HELL NO. You're not my type (at that time) and I just came from a heartbreak, and I was crushing a Second Year student! HAHA. :)) But then that question struck me. (MAGTATAGALOG NAKO, Para mas madamdamin! HAHA) Napaisip ako. Paano nga kaya kung crush kita. :) HAHA.

 Then that day came, where you replied and we texted, then one day, I sent PMs to everybody. Yours was the longest...of course. :) But actually my message doesn't make sense. Then the following day...aba aba, you replied, SECRET NA LANG YUN. But that was the sweetest of all your messages, all 3104 messages as of today. :) Then afterwards, you constantly text me, good night, good night, good night, kahit hindi ka unlitext. :))

 Well, many things of course happened, but I won't elaborate more. Mahahalata! HAHA. :) But what I am just sure of, is that December 2010. I fell in love. But that feeling was the best and the worst. You became cold, I don't know why, maybe I was too obvious? And I was getting hurt every time you were cold. I also feel confused, because you were cold today, and we were fine and sweet tomorrow. Maybe I am just putting color in everything we do. But that's how love moves. :)

September 2, 2011... 

And now, it's a year since I am crushing on you. Many things have changed. Well, yes, I am still in love with you, but you know, there's always a hindrance. What I really want now, is for us to be best friends. You were few of the guys I really trust. And, I think, you never treated me like I don't belong, and you never showed disgust. That's what I love about you eh, you are so so kind! :) And yes, I am pretty sure I can easily get over with my feelings if we become best friends. :))

I really would like to thank you for being a good friend. I thank you for being so kind, understanding. And I hope, bawas bawasan mo pagiging cold! :) Nakakasira ng bait eh. :)) AND SANA, PAG NABASA MO TO, WAG MO NAMANG ISIPING IKAW TO HA. Scaaaary eh! HAHA! AYOKO NA KASING MAY MAGBAGO, OKAY? :)) See you, bestfriend. :)))) Happy Crushniversary! :">

Destiny...

Nung nasa isang mall ako kasama yung friend ko...puro tungkol sa TADHANA ang sinasabi ko.

Nasa Department Store kami...kung saan saan kami napadpad...
"Alam mo, sumunod na lang tayo kung san tayo mapadpad, dahil baka nandoon ang tadhana..."

Paakyat kami ng escalator, pero at the last minute, sabi ko dumiretso muna kami...
"Alam mo, dumiretso na tayo, baka andun ang Tadhana..."

Siyempre, wala ulit si tadhana, kaya umakyat kami sa taas...
"Alam mo, minsan dun sa places na nag-aalangan kang pumunta, andun si Tadhana..."

ABA. Andun nga ang TADHANA. :')

Sa wakas, nagtagpo na din ang landas namin. Ang saya saya ko! :)) Kahit ba simpleng ngitian at kawayan lang, solve na ako. :))) SHET. Sana man lang narinig ko yung boses niya, kaso hindi eh, pero yung makita siya with my two naked eyes, AY BONGGA NA YON. :)

Haha, pero after nun, may huling hirit pa ako..bumibili kami ng pagkain sa isang stall...
"Wait lang ah, ikaw muna bumili jan, minsan daw kasi, kapag mag-isa kang naggagala, nakikita mo ang Tadhana..."

HAHAHA. Destiny? I'm happy! :)