I Share: Thanks For The Memories

At dahil wala akong kakuwentuhan for this week...kwento ko muna ang isha-share ko sa inyo. Hahaha. At ito ay tungkol sa LOVE. :)) Hahahaha.


It's hard to fall in love...most especially in my case where I have to turn the whole world upside down and get crazy just to enjoy love life. :)

I never had a labeled relationship. I haven't even experienced being courted, or courting. Duh. I can't woo and it's hard to find someone who'll do that to me. :)

But of course, I experienced falling in love...maybe, a lot of times? But the real love that I really felt happened once.

But it never did.

You guys know that! :) hahaha. That part of my life has been an open book to everyone most especially those who have been reading my blog ever since this started.

And after many attempts of forgetting, letting go and moving on...here I am. I have...

FORGOTTEN.

LET GO.

And I am near of...

MOVING ON.

Well, I cannot say that I have fully moved on, but I am sure I am in that stage already. And in just a few days or so, I can fully move on. Most especially now that I am actually liking somebody else.

But that's not the point.

It was in May 1 when I woke up and just randomly thought of something...

"What if that someone comes back and that someone realized that he likes you ever since but was afraid of telling you and admitting that to himself?"

I am so assuming, right?

But what if that moment really comes?

Well, I answered it...and my answer was...

"AYOKO NA."

Then last May 25 (the day I am composing this entry), I saw of a picture of that someone.

I can't hide that I am still amused by his looks. He is so damn good-looking most especially now...

Then I decided to stalk one of his social media accounts and looked at his photos...

I stared at the pictures...and started saying what I want to say! (Talking to myself mode? Hahaha.)

"Ang gwapo mo talaga...

Kaso...

Hanggang dun na lang yon...

No more na. Stop na.

Masyado nang maraming nangyari.

And I need to open my eyes that...nothing happened, nothing's happening and nothing will happen.

I accepted it already.

Let's get this over and done with!"

I am not saying that I am closing my doors for friendship. We are friends...up to this moment (I guess? But we haven't talked for a while.), and nothing happened for us not to be friends. We never argued. We never fought. But I guess, that's it. Nothing more. Nothing less.

And I know that I am so assuming. I fall too fast. I fall too hard. But I guess I learned my lesson.

I'll just wait until the right one comes.

But to tell you, I never regretted falling for this person because I was happy at those moments, and I learned a lot from that experience.

And right now, I am watching a TV Show, SRO Cinemaserye presents Moshi, Moshi I Love You. :) And Rufa Mae's character said, "Balang araw, tatawanan na lang din tong mga kalokahan na to!"

Right now, I maybe falling for somebody else but it's not my priority right now. I have a lot of dreams, and I really prioritize getting decent grades at of this moment. :)

And as for the person I am talking about in this entry: Sorry that I am blogging about you again! Haha. And thanks for the memories!! :)

Seventeen.

Seventeen.

Yes. Seventeen Years Old na ako. How fast time flies..

Before, duduwag duwag lang ako. Feeling ko pag madadapa ako, mamamatay na ako. Iiyak agad. Ngayon pag madadapa, tatawanan na lang.

Before, Mula Sa Puso lang at Esperanza ang pinapanuod kong teleserye. Ngayon May 1 sa umaga, 6 sa tanghali, 8 sa gabi.

Before, mahiyain ako sa picture, ngayon, camwhore na. HAHA!

And now that I am 17, I want to have reformations and changes. So I present to you the 17 Rules I would like to live by at 17. :)

Now that I am 17, marami rin akong mga bagay na gustong matutunan, and now, I am really into arts. Kaya thank you to Ate Bea sa bigay niyang sketch pad, because I want to learn how to draw...yung maayos! :)

Now that I am 17, ilang years na lang at gagraduate na ako, and everyone knows that I dream of working sa TV Networks. Kahit saan! Kaya iwas bias na sa TV Networks kahit Kapamilya ako. At sismulan ko yan sa panunuod ng Amaya via the DVDs, tutal, it created a history on TV as the first Epic-Serye, plus, historical pa siya! Thank you to my Girlfriends JC, Sarah, Eva, Kathryn and Cher for the DVDs!

Now that I am 17, I will enhance more my writing skills, at bobonggahan ko na! Dati kasi feel ko, wala akong talent, so why not enhance it, mapa-script, mapa-journal or essay. Kahit ano keri! :)

Now that I am 17, tuloy tuloy pa rin ang pagkolekta ko sa aking mga babies, ang aking Teleserye Collection! And hindi lang sila basta collection, sila ngayon ay mga talagang anak ko na! Thank you kay Ate Mae for my new addition: Love Songs from Princess & I!

Now that I am 17, mangongolekta ako yes, pero bibili lang ako if I think that I had a job well done. Walang gastos kung hindi deserve, and since it's my birthday, I deserve naman to buy a gift for myself diba! At himala yan dahil Album ng Kapuso! Mga Awit Kapuso Volume 3!

Here are my gifts from my friends, and from ABS-CBN!

And my Message to all my friends and loved ones!

Extra Large yan para mabasa ha! HAHA! And finally...

-->JimpyA.♥

A Lovely Bone: Mahirap.

How ironic na 'A Lovely Bone' ang series na 'to pero sa unang installment, broken heart ang topic. ;)

Mahirap talaga. Mahirap maka move-on. As in sobra sobra. Ang tagal tagal na. 1 year and 5 months na. :') At mahirap talaga siya. :D

Ewan ko nga ba. Hindi naman naging kami at never naman magiging kami, and one-sided lang naman ang love (Parang Majoy lang? Hahaha.) pero sobrang nahihirapan ako. :') Bakit kaya?

Siyempre nababawasan naman yung love. Pero hindi nawawala. Alam mo yung nababawasan kase syempre di na nagpaparamdam..pero pag nagparamdam siya. Ayan na. :)) Grabe. :D

Ako naman, di naman ako umaasa, never naman ako umasa. Pero siyempre nandun pa rin yung, "Sana ako na lang." Pero malayo namang mangyari yun. Pero anong walang umasa? Ano ginawa ko jan? Umasa din kahit papano. Haha. Well, I can be a perfect girlfriend ah. HAHA! Lol. :D

"Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source."

Kung totoo yang quote na yan, bat di pa mamatay-matay tong love na 'to! Haha! Honestly, ayoko na, gusto ko nang kalimutan talaga. Pero mahirap kaya! Kala niyo ba. HAHA! :D Alam mo yung gusto mo nang kalimutan pero ayaw mo pa kasi gusto mo pa siya and baka may chance ka pa. Pero natatakot ka naman na tapatin. Ayy kaloka! HAHA!

Well ang masasabi ko lang, basta focus lang ako sa studies at career. Mas mahal ko ang sarili ko noh! Sakto pala, 29 ngayon! :D

-->JimpyA.♥

May 29, 2012. 12:25 AM

A Lovely Bone 1: Mahirap

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Nakakamiss...

Nakakamiss yung feeling na in love ka...

Nung mga panahon na 'to last year, eto yung mga panahon na di ko masabi kung love is in the air or sobrang broken-hearted ako. Haha. :)) Eto yung mga cold days eh.. :')

Pag naaalala ko yung mga kagagahang ginawa ko para sa love, nakakaasar, nakakahiya. Yung tipong nagmemessage ka pa bago matulog, tapos yung mga basta, nakakaurat! I swear nahihiya ako pag naaalala ko yun. :)

Ang pinakamasayang part naman mun is yung inspired talaga ako, imagine lahat ng activity sheets ko nun, pinapaganda ko pa with all the designs, lahat ng i-assign, ginagawa ko. May time pa nga na assignment namin sa Economics, ako lang nagpasa on the deadline. Grabe lang. Hahaha! Eh ganon ako mainlove, di ako nagpapaexpire, gusto ko, maiinispire ako! Pasikat kasi ako, so kung makikita niya yung mga gawa ko, BONGGA! :)

Akalain niyo yun, nakatagal ako ng 1 year and 6 months. :') grabe lang. Hahaha! Masakit na di gaanong na-a-appreciate mga ginagawa mo, pero yung mapansin lang niya, masaya na eh diba, fulfilling pa.

Hayy nako, kelan kaya ako makakamove on, makakahanap ng bago, at maiinspire ulit?? Honestly, ayokong makahanap ng bago, gusto ko siya lang. Gaga ko noh. Pero ganun talaga ang buhay. Mahirap pag nainlove at naattach.

Dun sa taong yun, kahit di ko pa nasasabi ng harapan, obvious naman ako diba? :) but let's just imply na di mo alam, kasi based naman sa pinapakita mo eh keri lang naman! hahaha! :) kaso namimiss ko na. Bihira na lang tayong mag-usap and all. Eeeh! Hahaha! Sana bumalik lang yung dati kahit alam ko medyo imposible na. :) basta we're okay, GOOD NA! :) and FYI, oo, di pa ako nakakamove on. :)

Hahaha. Effort to ah, sa itouch ako nagblog. Haha! Ayoko masayang ang one day na di ako nagboblog eh. Hahaha! :)

-->PIPAY♥ 3/17/12 11:49
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"MISSING"

Milk Tea. ♥

Dati, ayokong ayoko ng lasa ng Milk Tea. Nung una kong natikman yan, grabe, napamura pa ako. Hahaha! :) Kasi ang chaka talaga ng taste. :) Pero ngayon, sobrang addict ko na sa MILK TEA. Thanks Golden Sun by D'Creme. And Yish, Kricza and Ate Bea. Nyahaha. Ang sarap sobra. Naadik ako. In fact, nakadalawa pa nga ako kanina! :)

Speaking of mga dating ayaw na ngayon ay gusto na, naalala ko, 2010 pa yun. Ayaw ko sa isang taong yun. Not really ayaw pero wala, di ko lang siya masyadong feel. Lagi ko pa ngang tinatarayan yan eh. Hahaha. :) Pero ganon talaga ang buhay...after two months, gusto na, at GUSTO talaga. Never ko talagang naisip na magkakaganto ako dun. Haha. Pag naiisip ko, ano bang nakita ko dun? Pero oo siyempre alam naman nating lahat na siya ay may CHARM. Nyahaha. :D Pero ewan ko ba!

And now, it's my greatest love..Hindi ako makamove on ng bongga. Lalo na kanina. Masyadong UDLOT ang nangyari eh. Kahit wala naman talagang napag-usapan. At para san pa diba? :) Hahaha. Bitter bitteran eh. Kahit wala namang karapatan. :')

Kanina, napag-usapan namin ng friends ko ang FIRST LOVE at TRUE LOVE. True Love can surpass First Love. Pero First Love never dies. :) At ngayon, talagang di pa namamatay sa aking ♥! Kaloka diba. Hahaha. Eh first kasi talaga. Madami lang nilalandi noon, but this one's different. Dati nagiging okay na ako after a year, at di masyado iniisip. Eh eto, jusko kahit tanggalin sa isip, WALA! :) Nyahaha! :D Well, ako pinipilit ko talaga makamove-on. Napakadami ko nang posts about moving on pero WTFudge, ayaw talaga! :D Hahaha! :)

Anyway, ang saya saya nang usapan namin kanina ng aking friends. Bawal banggitin ang names nila dahil sa topic na ito. Hahaha. Pero I love the usapan, gustong gusto ko pang maulit yun. With the exciting Q&A. :) Hahaha! :D

Ang galing ko sumegway. Hahaha! From Milk Tea to love. Hahaha. Nakakatawa. Pero yan ay from the bottom of my ♥. I love MILK TEA, and I love YOU? Hahaha. Echosera. :)

By the way, napagdesisyunan kong wag tong ipost sa Tumblr dahil kailangan nito ng censorship. :) Hahaha. :D

Sunod-sunod na blogs ko. Saya! :)


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"FROM MILK TEA WITH LOVE"

When your happiness becomes an issue to others.

May mga bagay na talagang sadyang nagpapasaya sa atin, whether it may be a person, people or a thing, or things. It might give us the entertainment we wished to have, or whatever satisfaction we like.

Ako, madami akong happiness sa buhay, pero sa tingin kong talagang nakakapagpasaya sa kin is watching Teleseryes, reading all about it, at lahat lahat na ng craziness na magagawa ko.

Eto lang naman yung mga CRAZINESS na yun eh. :)

1. Nangongolekta ako ng memorabilia, so far marami rami na siya.
2. Todo promote ako pag may bagong teleserye, pero di ko na siya masyadong ginagawa ngayon, plus nagGGM ako pag may palabas na bago, or next na. Yung susunod na, ginawa ko lang yun sa Magkaribal, Nasaan ka Elisa o kaya pag finale show.
3. Pinapanuod ko sa internet yung mga namimiss kong episodes ng show. Pero recently lang ako nagstart na talagang every night.
4. Nagbabasa ako ng mga tungkol sa Teleserye, pag may latest. Pero lagi ko siyang bukambibig, as in all the time.
5. Gumagawa ako ng sarili kong mga teleserye. Pangarap ko kaya maging writer.
6. Na-apply ko ang mga linya ng teleserye sa real life. Pag nanunuod ako lalo na ng Magkaribal, memorize ko na. Haha. :)

Sa pagkakaalam ko, yan lang naman ang ginagawa ko. Kaso nagiging issue na siya sa iba, mapasa school o sa bahay. I really don't know why, but I don't think naman that they're hindering my happiness, but the fact that it is an issue to them, it's just so plain shit. Walang pakialamanan diba. I know some are concerned, and they're telling me that it's too much. But honestly, I can't see anything wrong, I don't think it's too much. Unless nakasakit na ako, or worse nasaktan ko na sarili ko, like yakap ko na yung TV na bukas pagtulog.

May nagsabi sa akin na nakakaapekto na daw ang addiction ko sa iba. For example is that nagGM ako ng bagong TV show and they watched it because of me. Hello, I just did that to promote, not to command or dictate that you should watch it. Affecting others isn't my fault, it's theirs because they let themselves be affected or whatever, so clearly, I have no say with that. Of course gusto ko na mapanuod nila that's why I am promoting, but that doesn't mean they really have to watch it or what.

Next, ang Jologs na daw ng addiction ko. I am not hurt with that, but shit, don't you think that it's actually patriotism that is being practiced here? MyG! Watching foreign movies is good, but the fact that you insult your own country's works. Oo maaaring ang ideas natin minsan recycled na, but there is still that Philippine touch. And honestly, I do think that we are the best creators of soap operas. The other countries, all they know was fantasy and fantasy, suspense and suspense. Their love stories are cool, and our love stories may be repetitive. But whatever you say, ALL LOVE STORIES ARE THE SAME, JUST NEW PLOT, NEW SITUATION, but it's still A DAMN LOVE STORY!

Next, my school friends and I are talking about Teleseryes and the 1st of the 10 Commandments which is "You should not have other Gods besides me.". And they say that I am actually making Teleseryes my god alongside our Creator. Yes I know I am too addicted with soap operas, but I am not forgetting my obligations with Christ. Yes I know there are temptations that I don't like to attend mass because there's The Buzz and all, but at the end of the day, I am with God the Father, fulfilling my Sunday Obligation, loving and respecting God as who He is, and I pray every night, I don't replace God with other things, with Teleseryes or what. I know to myself that I never did that. :)

WHOO! Nailabas ko din lahat ng nasa puso ko. Grabe parang maiiyak ako habang sinusulat ko to. Eh kasi namin, I understand naman why are they reacting that way. They also have their addictions, but I guess they're not as dedicated as I am. And I believe that this will be my future job. Gusto ko tong ginagawa ko, mahal ko tong ginagawa ko. And I am looking forward to be a teleserye writer, and I can visualize it. Ang dami ng concepts ko, and I believe, di naman sa pagyayabang, na I have what it takes to be one, I have the talent to be. Wala na akong pakialam kung magkakaroon ako ng competitors but to fulfill my dream, that is a big achievement for me!

Basta ako, hangga't alam ko wala akong ginagawang masama, ipagpapatuloy ko to. Hindi ko sinasamba ang mga teleserye. Maybe you have your own definitions of "samba" but I have my own criteria. Wala akong ipinagpapalit. Nagpopromote, nangongolekta, nanunuod, nagsusulat. Yan lang ang ginagawa ko sa buhay ko kasama ang mga teleserye, at wala ng iba. :)

Bigyan niyo na lang ako ng bagong HAPPINESS, o kaya sabihin niyo kay ano, PASAYAHIN niya ko, baka madivert pa attention ko, but I don't think not. Ahaha. :)

By the way, kung nakikita mo to sa blogspot, makikita mo rin to sa tumblr. At kung makikita mo to sa tumblr, makikita mo din to sa blogspot, at kung saan ka man mapadpad, nasa Facebook Notes ko to. If ever, ngayon lang ulit ako magpopost sa FB Notes, para madami makabasa ng sentiments ko. Nyahaha. :)

-->PIPAY♥ 2/17/12 11:49PM

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"HAPPINESS"

February na pala bukas.

TALAGA?

February na Bukas?

HAHAHA.

So?

Care ko?


Hahaha. Magpakabitter ba dahil February? Well, whoever said that February is the happiest month of their lives is obviously a birthday celebrator, or a person in love! :)

February is the love month as we all know, and as usual, it's not a love month for me! HAHA. I have no love month! :) Char! Pero actually, every month naman love month kase madaming nagmamahal sa akin. HAHA Naks. Andyan ang ♥Girlfriends♥, family, mga iba ko pang friends! At siyempre si GOD! DIBA. Hindi naman kailangang may boyfriend or girlfriend ka para magkaroon ng love month. Ang dami daming nagmamahal sayo eh. Diba! HAHA! :)

Basta ako, madami akong plano ngayong February, at yan ang matupad ang dream kong makasulat ng story, which will be very long-term, meaning di lang yan this February, magexcel sa studies at sa org, at siyempre, ang mas gumanda! :) Ang daming umaangal pag sinasabi kong maganda ako. Baket ba, may ginawa bang panget si Lord? Sa pagkakaalam ko kasi wala, kahit nga insecure wala eh, ewan ko baket may mga ganong tao. Nyahaha! May pinaghuhugutan, parang February at Love Month ang pinaguusapan! :))

Anyway ayon, nakuha ko na Centennial Planner ko. At basta ako, patuloy pa rin akong magiging mahilig sa mga teleserye ngayong February. Haha. Nawawala na sa lugar mga sinsabe ko! :))

O siya, gusto ko pang magblog ulet, at nanunuod din ako ng Lumayo Ka Man Sa Akin sa kabilang tab! :))

Be Loved My Dear Beautiful Followers! :*

-->PIPAY♥ 1/31/12 11:43PM
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"FEBRUARY"

A Letter to Diego Part III

Dear Diego,

Wow! Third Letter for you! HAHA! :) It has been almost a month since I wrote my last letter for you (which you'll hopefully read soon :D) and I like that every month, I will write a letter for you. :')

In this third letter, I just want to express how I miss you in Growing Up! I haven't seen Jason for how many weeks! You and Julia are the only reasons why I still watch the show. Haha. :)) But on its last two weeks, I hope Jason would show up REALLY SOON! :))

I also want to tell you that I am so sad, because you have not replied yet to any of my tweets. I don't know maybe you know that, YEAAH haha, and YEAAH. Haha. Did you get it? I guess you did. :) Anyway, I am not thinking of that, what I am actually thinking now is the next Digsters' gathering! Hopefully I could join so that I can also meet my new friends in person Irah and Jimel! :)

I am so happy that because of crushing on you, I did not only find satisfaction but new friends as well. It's really my first time that I joined a fans club and hopefully it's all worth it. :)

And now, I am again conceptualizing a story meant for you and Julia. It's a different concept. And it's actually inspired by a true story. And I can see that you are the love team fit for the project. Hopefully I can start it so that when we have the gathering, I can give you a copy. Haha. :)) It will be a novel type for you to read it. :)

I guess this will be my longest letter. HAHA. :) I know that you can't read this just yet but I'll make sure that I will print copies of my letters before the gathering and will give it to you! :)) And I still have the same wishes, See you in person, A picture with you, To talk with you, and your tweetback. :) Your cellphone number and follow back will just be a bonus. :)

And I can say that now, you are one of the few inspirations I have in life. HAHA. :)) Don't worry, I am harmless. HAHA :))

Thank you Diego for keeping me and the digsters family alive! God Bless and Take Care! And I will never forget what you always tell us, PRAY ☺

                                                                                                                                        Lotsaluv,

Jimpy! :)

Jamie's Diary.

Gagawa ako ng sariling blog page sa blogspot about diyan sa Jamie's Diary na yan. Pero ano nga ba yan?

Well. Isa yan sa mga kwentong binubuo ko na INSPIRED BY A TRUE STORY. Parang ang enjoy lang because it's really HAHAHA. :) Gusto ko siyang gawan ng TELEPLAY, LIBRO, BLOGPAGE. LAHAT! Hahaha! :) Kung kanino mang story yon, secret na lang, haha. Pero basta kasama din dun yung mga nawitness na kakaibang love story so talagang mahaba. :)

Kung magiging teleserye man yon, TEENSTARS ang gaganap dahil ang mga bida ay nasa 15-17s. Ang gusto kong gumanap na bida, sila Julia Montes and Diego Loyzaga. Idol at crush ko yan respectively eh. Haha. Mga teenstars pang iba sina Sue Anna Ramirez, Paul Salas, Miles Ocampo, Mikylla Ramirez, Neil Coleta, Fretzie Bercede, EJ Jallorina, James Reid, Yen Santos. Madaming madami. HAHA. :) Kailangan talaga eh. Ipopost ko kung sino mga gaganap pag naisipan ko na. :))

What inspired me to really write this story is what i have learned tonite. The last chapter of the story finally happened. I am just waiting for this time and ayun naman sakto, dumating na, so it's really a cue na gawin ko na! HAHA! :D Nagkataon naman na 29 PALA DATE NGAYON! :D

Kaya ngayon, maghihirap ako dahil gustong gusto ko na ding isulat ang kwento tungkol sa mga SOSYAL. Chaka ko na ikkwento yun. Hahaha. :D Pero bongga din yun. Eto kasi weekly show lang, kumbaga Your Song pero 32 weeks siya kase book 1 and book 2 eh, tig 16 weeks each! :D  TARAY! HAHA. Etong mga sosyal, 16+ weeks daily naman.

So ayun, nakakatuwa lang na irelate ang kwento na alam mo na nangyayare sa kwento na isusulat mo. :) KAILANGAN KO NA SIYANG MAGAWA. KONTING INSPIRASYON NA LANG AND GO! :)) HAHA!

Anyway that's it. Be Loved my followers!

-->PIPAY♥ 1/29/12 11:37PM
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"WRITER"

A Letter to Diego Part II

Dear Diego,

This is my second letter for you. :)) I heard a lot of stories from you and they were really good. I am just so sad that I wasn't able to attend the Christmas Party last Saturday. And I am so envious. You know what, I just want to share that you are really an amazing person! If not because of my admiration for you, I won't meet a new friend! By the way she is Irah Bernabe and she is so kind. She told me a lot of stories about the happenings last Saturday and she said you are so kind, sweet and grabee errr PERFECT! :) Well of course I do believe in her, but what I want is to witness it. I just hope that I can come at the next Gathering. Anyway, I have sent an application form already to be a certified digster. I hope that we can get close and I can get your number! HAHA! LOL! :))

Anyway, I still have that dream that in the future I hope I can write a material for you. I have actually conceptualized a story right now and you're role is of course cute. I'll just elaborate it once we have met. I hope that our meeting will be materialized soon. I can't wait to see you and I am so excited! And I hope you can reply na on twitter. I am @iloveJimpipaaay. HAHA. I always tweet you and you never responded. :((

Thank you Diego and Always Take Care! :))

                                                                                                                          

                                            Lovelots,

                                                                                                       JIMPY! :) ♥♥♥ 12/22/12 1:27 AM

P.S. Cute ba ang Pipay? HAHA. Parang trip ko na yun tawag saken eh. HAHA! :)) Go Diegsman! :)

Gone are the good days.

Last day na ng puyatan. November 2 bukas, kailangan matulog ng maaga kahit 10:30 pa pasok. Palagay ko mahihirapan akong mag-adjust sa schedule ko. Yung paggising ng maaga, madali na lang yan. Pero yung 10:30 pasok ko, HAHAHA! :D well, 8:00 naman na ako gigising, tapos mga 9:15 siguro ako aalis. :)) HAHA.

Subjects ko sa Thursday: Logic, Rizal, IT and Math. 5:30 uwian. Di ko na mapapanuod Pahiram ng Isang Ina, Ikaw Lang Ang Mamahalin, My Fair Lady, Kung Aagawin Mo Ang Langit, Pinoy Big Brother Unlimited: The Audition Stories, REPUTASYON and Maria La Del Barrio. Idamay na natin ang Nasaan Ka Elisa, Pinoy Big Brother Unlimited at Bandila. Pinaka affected ako sa Reputasyon, sobrang favorite ko na siya eh, napakaganda ng story, deserve nga niya primetime slot eh! :)

Anyway, talagang Gone are the Good Days dahil ayoko na maging bara-bara lang ang performance ko ngayong Second Semester. Pumangit ng konti grades ko ng Fianls ng First Sem though tumaas. Nakulangan ako, kaya ngayon dapat talagang galingan ko na. :) ABMC na ako, di na ako CFP. :)

Mamimiss ko magblog ng ganitong oras, mamimiss ko maginternet habang nanunuod ng Nasaan ka, Elisa, Pure Love/PBB and Bandila. I need to devote my time studying. Di nga rin ako makapaniwala na talagang sobrang top priority ko na ang pag-aaral, which is dapat naman talaga. Yang love? Di naman ako papakainin niyan, nakakapaghintay naman yan,  at ang masaklap pa, wala naman din ako makita! HAHA! Ang TV, kahit papano, importante pa din yan, pangarap ko magtrabaho diyan eh.

By the way, isa pang ipprioritize ko ay ang pagsusulat. Kailangan ko man lang makatapos ng kahit isa this year. Either Teleplay or Romance Novel. At next year, kailangan malista ko na yan sa aking list. :) Speaking of list, gagawa na ako ng Christmas Wish List! HAHAHA! =))

Sana maurong ang pasukan, para malubos lubos ko. HAHA. :D

Anyway, Good night followers, readers, at sa mga simpleng napadaan lang. Walang heartbreak ngayon kaya magpakahappy tayong lahat! :)

-->JIMPY♥ 11/1/11 11:38 PM.

Fallin'.

"I’m afraid to fly
And I don’t know why
I’m jealous of the people who
Are not afraid to die

It’s just that I recall
Back when I was small
Someone promised that they’d catch me
And then they let me fall

And now I’m fallin’
Fallin’ fast again
Why do I always take a fall
When I fall in love

You’d think by now I’d learn
Play with fire you get burned
But fire can be oh so warm
And that’s why I return

Turn and walk away

That’s what I should do
My head says go and find the door
My heart says I’ve found you

Help me I’m fallin’
Fallin’ fast again
Why do I always take a fall
When I fall in love

(it always turns out the same
When I fall)
Lovin’ someone, losin’ myself
Only got me to blame

Help me I’m fallin’

Fallin’
Catch me if you can
Maybe this time I’ll have it all
Maybe I’ll make it after all
Maybe this time I won’t fall
When I fall in love..."

I am now falling in love with this song. Sobra. :)) Tapos when I watched the movie "Catch Me, I'm in Love" starring Sarah G. and Gerald A., parang one way or the other, nakarelate ako. HAHA! :) Pero di pa ngayon, but I do hope na mangyari. Ayoko na lang i-elaborate. (lagi namang ayaw ko eh HAHA!)

But how does it feel na everytime you're down, may sumasalo lagi sayo? Ako, I don't know, pero narealize ko, laging may tumutulong sa akin kapag ka down ako, sa kanya ako lagi nag-oopen bukod sa Girlfriends. Pero di ako in love sa kanya ah! HAHA! :D

Sa ibang anggulo naman ng buhay, (naks lalim) may bumabalik daw na feeling? Nafa-fall ulit? HAHA Ulol. Di na noh. Ayoko na. Masama na ma-fall. Lalo na't ayaw ka namang saluhin! Kaya nga gusto ko din tong song na to, I love the last part!

Help me I’m fallin’
Fallin’
Catch me if you can
Maybe this time I’ll have it all
Maybe I’ll make it after all
Maybe this time I won’t fall
When I fall in love..."


I hope the person who will catch me when I fall is the person I wished. Yung isa kasi, hinayaan lang akong malaglag, hindi ako sinalo. Kaya nga I'm scared na eh, I wish talaga may sumalo sa akin next time! HAHA! =))

HAHAHA. Alam niyo, wala talaga akong maiblog. I'm really scared right now, siyempre Halloween na kaya. HAHA! :) Wish ko lang na mamove ang pasukan namin! :D

Anyway, good night sweeties! :)

-->JIMPY♥ 10/31/11 11:41 PM

After The End by KC Concepcion (can easily relate)

I have a new favorite KC Concepcion song! Actually it's not new because it's since July. HAHA. And I listen to this song everytime I am heartbroken with... :) Because I can easily relate. I haven't been in a relationship ha, but of course I do love someone! But then of course, if you are waiting for that someone to love you for so long, and you haven't talked for a long time, that love would soon die. And After the End of that love, you see each other, what will you feel? HAHA. So here's the lyrics!


Even though I try
Not to think of you
Every now and then
I admit, I do
And I know
That were gonna meet again
And I wonder how
You will treat me then

And will it be awkward
Or what will I say
Coz we haven't spoken
Since that day

Will you look the same
Will I reconize
That amazing glint
That was in you eyes
Will you show that I'm upset
Will say that I'm not over yet
Will you make some lame excuse to go
Will you say you've got to run to catch a bus
When we'll see each other
After the end of us

Will i want to cry when we finally meet
Will we meet by chance on a crowded street
Will i fall again for your magic charm
Will you have a new girl on your arm

Will you act like you don't know who I am
Will you shake my hand like a business man
Will you smile and say hello
Like we used to smile not long ago
Will you ask me what's been going on
What kind of shallow topics will we discuss
When we'll see each other
After the end of us

Or will i be stronger
Then i knew i could be
Will i be the one
Who's Surprised by me

Will i be alright
Will i be just fine
Or will i've healed this heart of mine
Will i show that i moved on
Will you see the sadness is all gone
Will you be the one in pain
Will i be the one who's feeling fabulous
When we'll see each other
After the end
When we'll see each other
After the end of us


That's the song I can easily relate! HAHAHA! =))


-->JIMPY♥ 10/21/11 11:26PM

Confusion...

Whenever I see this pic of his. I don't know what to feel. :)) Because this picture really really makes me fall in love with DIEGO LOYZAGA. :') Grabe, this is the second time I am blogging about him! :')

Eeeeeh. I know I know that masama to, pero alam nyo yun, the more na naiisip ko siya, nakakalimutan ko yung previous heartbreaks ko. :) Nagimbe imbento pa nga ako ng taong "Rick Carlos Gonzales" (Rick from Derrick role nya sa Mara Clara and Carlos na first name nya, Gonzales, surname nya sa Mara clara) na kunyari etong inembento kong tao yung nasa picture at magsyota kame. HAHA! :)) At dahil dun. Confused tuloy ako..Crush ko ba si Diego, or love ko na siya, or I'm just an infatuated fan? :| Scared ako na mafall sa kanya kase sobrang IMPOSIBLE! :'(

Basta pag nakita, nakilala, nakausap at nakapagpapicture ako sa kanya, I'll be the luckiest and happiest person in town. I hope this wish would come truue! :')

Anyway, itigil na natin to. Gusto ko lang maglabas nang nararamdaman. :)) Loveyou followers. :D

-->JIMPY♥♥ 10/18/11

A Letter for Diego...

Crushing on a celebrity is like soooo normal. But falling in love with them? OMFG. :)

Now. I am crazy and gaga all over Diego Loyzaga! Most people found him not gwapo, bano umacting or whatever, but me? I DON'T CARE! HAHA! =))

Well actually, my first celebrity crush was the late AJ Perez. As in, that was 2008. The, Enchong Dee, in Summer 2010. HAHA! :)) Even Sam Concepcion and Jake Cuenca. But Diego Loyzaga really made me craaaazy! HAHA! I want to see him in PERSON! :))

But then, I have to control my feelings, because falling for someone you never knew personally, and with my case of course, is like disappointing, and worse, heartbreaking! :))

I can actually relate to this song by Juris and I dedicate this to Diego! :))

Kailan Kaya by Juris (Down With Love Theme Song) (click it! HAHA!)

Oh well, I can't find the lyrics so just click that para marinig niyo. HAHA. It was the theme song of Down With Love.

And now. I want you to read I wrote for Diego! :)

Dear Diego,

Hello! I just wanna say hi and I want to express my super duper admiration for you! I know it's not that NORMAL for me to admire you because of biological instances, but then, I DON'T CARE! And actually, who cares right?! It's me, not them! Well anyway, I just want to say that I am so happy seeing you on TV, I love watching you and Julia (and sometimes imagines that I am Julia/Yen HAHAHA!) And actually, I am already crushing you since your first appearance as Derrick in Mara Clara! That was the most awaited part because I want to see you and I just want to say that you are worth waiting for! :))

Anyway, I just want to say I want to see you in person, I want to have a picture with you and I want to have a short conversation with you. That did not happen with my first crush because he passed away already, so I do hope that everything I have wished about you will happen! :)))

I am looking forward to see you and I am looking forward to write a show for you soon! :))

Good Luck Diego and Take Care! :))

         

                                                                                                                               Lovelots,

Jimpy♥♥♥

HAHAHA. Ang OA eh noh may letter pa, pero if ever na mabasa nya to, ay I LOVE IT! :))))

Anyway, goodnight friends, followers, and Diego. :">

-->JIMPY♥ 11/17/2011

P.S. Our "crushniversary" [remember that?!] (I and Diego) is always on October 17, 2011 OKAY?! :") 

Crushniversary. :">

September 2, 2010... 

I sent GMs to some of my friends...That line on my GM came from KC's line on Simply KC. Then suddenly, two of you replied. And honestly, I focused on texting you alone. I want to test my feelings. If I am really crushing on you or you're just cute! :">

Well...to refresh your mind, we knew each other before but we don't know each other personally. And then this school activity came. Of course, all of us became closer. After that school activity, we kept in touch, which was really good. But I never thought I will ever ever have a crush on you! :))

Then this afternoon came, we saw each other by chance, we talked for a while, and I slapped you. I forgot why. Haha. Then we said our goodbyes. After you go, my best friend asked me that maybe I have a crush on you. WELL EXCUSE ME, HELL NO. You're not my type (at that time) and I just came from a heartbreak, and I was crushing a Second Year student! HAHA. :)) But then that question struck me. (MAGTATAGALOG NAKO, Para mas madamdamin! HAHA) Napaisip ako. Paano nga kaya kung crush kita. :) HAHA.

 Then that day came, where you replied and we texted, then one day, I sent PMs to everybody. Yours was the longest...of course. :) But actually my message doesn't make sense. Then the following day...aba aba, you replied, SECRET NA LANG YUN. But that was the sweetest of all your messages, all 3104 messages as of today. :) Then afterwards, you constantly text me, good night, good night, good night, kahit hindi ka unlitext. :))

 Well, many things of course happened, but I won't elaborate more. Mahahalata! HAHA. :) But what I am just sure of, is that December 2010. I fell in love. But that feeling was the best and the worst. You became cold, I don't know why, maybe I was too obvious? And I was getting hurt every time you were cold. I also feel confused, because you were cold today, and we were fine and sweet tomorrow. Maybe I am just putting color in everything we do. But that's how love moves. :)

September 2, 2011... 

And now, it's a year since I am crushing on you. Many things have changed. Well, yes, I am still in love with you, but you know, there's always a hindrance. What I really want now, is for us to be best friends. You were few of the guys I really trust. And, I think, you never treated me like I don't belong, and you never showed disgust. That's what I love about you eh, you are so so kind! :) And yes, I am pretty sure I can easily get over with my feelings if we become best friends. :))

I really would like to thank you for being a good friend. I thank you for being so kind, understanding. And I hope, bawas bawasan mo pagiging cold! :) Nakakasira ng bait eh. :)) AND SANA, PAG NABASA MO TO, WAG MO NAMANG ISIPING IKAW TO HA. Scaaaary eh! HAHA! AYOKO NA KASING MAY MAGBAGO, OKAY? :)) See you, bestfriend. :)))) Happy Crushniversary! :">

Destiny...

Nung nasa isang mall ako kasama yung friend ko...puro tungkol sa TADHANA ang sinasabi ko.

Nasa Department Store kami...kung saan saan kami napadpad...
"Alam mo, sumunod na lang tayo kung san tayo mapadpad, dahil baka nandoon ang tadhana..."

Paakyat kami ng escalator, pero at the last minute, sabi ko dumiretso muna kami...
"Alam mo, dumiretso na tayo, baka andun ang Tadhana..."

Siyempre, wala ulit si tadhana, kaya umakyat kami sa taas...
"Alam mo, minsan dun sa places na nag-aalangan kang pumunta, andun si Tadhana..."

ABA. Andun nga ang TADHANA. :')

Sa wakas, nagtagpo na din ang landas namin. Ang saya saya ko! :)) Kahit ba simpleng ngitian at kawayan lang, solve na ako. :))) SHET. Sana man lang narinig ko yung boses niya, kaso hindi eh, pero yung makita siya with my two naked eyes, AY BONGGA NA YON. :)

Haha, pero after nun, may huling hirit pa ako..bumibili kami ng pagkain sa isang stall...
"Wait lang ah, ikaw muna bumili jan, minsan daw kasi, kapag mag-isa kang naggagala, nakikita mo ang Tadhana..."

HAHAHA. Destiny? I'm happy! :)

When will we see each other?

Bakit ba ganon, lagi na lang tayong muntik magkita...pero nauudlot?

Nasa iisang lugar na lang tayo, di pa tayo magkatagpo?

Ano bang meron sa ating dalawa?

At di pa tayo pagtagpuin ng tadhana?

Sadyang masyado lang akong naging desperada?

O sadyang umiiwas ka?

Magkita naman tayo..

para maging masaya na ulit ako! :')


YEES. Poet na ako ngayon! :D kasi naman, lagi na lang, alam nyo mukha na kaya akong stalker sa mga pinagagagawa ko! Imagine, there was one moment na nalaman kong pupunta siya doon, nagmadali ako, nagpunta ako agad dun, nag-aya ako ng dating classmate, si Krisha! Nilibre nya pa ako, ako na nga nag-aya. HAHA :) Nagbackride ako, muntik nko magkahulog hulog, eh midterms yun, di pko masyado nakapag-aral! HAHA! :)

And recently, ayan, talagang alam na namin pareho na nasa iisang lugar kami, pero ako nung bago pumunta, siya nung pauwi na! HAHA! NAKAKALOKA DIBA! :)) pero ganon talaga eh. HAHA. :))

Lesson Learned: Hayaang tadhana ang gumawa ng paraan, K?! Wag pangunahan! :D

Anyway, thankyou Krisha Ann Mendoza at Cher Aguinaldo sa pagsama sa mga kagagahan ko! :*

So the question is...WHEN WILL SEE EACH OTHER! :D

The BIGGEST Loser.

Honestly, I don't want this week to end, since next week, classes will resume. I'm just so tensed. I really don't know how will I go at St. Paul. I don't know how to commute. I am so dumb. I am 15 years old and yet...can't even ride a jeep alone.

Well anyway, this day's a blast. Finished Maging Sino Ka Man Volume 8, and needs to get Volume 9 as soon as possible! Then I just went back playing Pet Society! I really love that game, as in. And then of course. Watched "Nita Negrita" which is now on its last two weeks, and the new GMA show "Sisid", which gave a nice but still mediocre performance, I am not satisfied, I am so disappointed with Ahmed. Err. And as usual. My Girlfriend is a Gumiho is just so kakilig! :)

Mula sa Puso did the best job today! Bye Selina, we'll see you in court! And I love 100 Days To Heaven! Xyriel, Jodi and Ms. Coney are so unbeatable. Minsan Lang Kita Iibigin has a new logo. And it's much better compared to the old one. Pfft. And of course, the ever unbeatable idiotic tandem of Mara and Alvira is turning into somewhat smart! Haha! Mara's just so smart today! :)

But The Biggest Loser made a very big impact on my prime time viewing. I can relate to each of them. And in fact, I am dreaming right now. I want to be a model. :)) HAHA! But because of this effin' size, that's so impossible. I'm tired of being fat, being obes, yeah I am and I'm not actually ashamed of that, I'm just tired! They always tease me I'm fat, baboy, malaking harang, or whatever. Well, I can't blame them for doing that, because maybe they have more insecurities, that's why they want me to be insecure of them as well. Well, sorry, I will never let my insecurities kill my own personality.

The most fun part is o course, the chikahan with my blockmates Cams, Steph, Des and Myks. I am very comfortable with them. I can't see any reason why I can't be close, or I can't open with them, specially with this guy. HAHA! :))

Speaking of this guy, well, I am happy for a text and tweet, I just don;t want to elaborate. He might read this and my happy days are sooooo over.

Well anyway, Cams, Steph, Des and Myks. Thank you for lending your ears to my topic. Though I know it really gets old! HAHA! :))

Lesson Learned: It's okay having insecurities right now, because once you became open minded, or mature at least, you will see that these insecurities are advantages to you. :) Learned that from Anne Curtis my Idol! :))

CAMS, You have a special line, considering that you always read my blogs, and hearing out my stories, and for your request as well! HAHA! :))

HOO! Full english! :)) I know that soon, this size, will never be an insecurity. And for those people who keep on insulting me because of my size...let's see who is THE BIGGEST LOSER... :))

Hindi naman kaya!

HAHA! Kakaiba mga title ng blog ko ngayon :) Kahapon lalo! :)) Eh kase naman, masyadong dibdiban ang paguusap namen nila Cams Salvador, Des Abobo at Angel Consad! :) Ang sarap tuloy magreminisce.

Anyway, to start off. Binulaga ko ang umaga ko by listening to KC Concepcion's It's Been A While. Sobrang fave ko talaga yun. :))

Tapos fast forward na ule! Ang saya ng ASAP ROCKS! Winner na winner ang Sessionistas eh! Nakarelate na naman! HAHA! :)) And syempre winner din Good Vibes, grabe, kawawa naman ang Sinag Diwa dance troupe. :)) At ang mga chika sa The Buzz! HAHA! :)) Ayon, hindi ako nagsimba, grabe ang sama sama ko na, tinatamad eh, pero after pala nun, pag naiisip ko, nakakakonsensya. As in sobra! =))

Well anyway, ayon, feeling ko pa din may appendicitis ako, pero nagresearch research na din ako. HAHA. :)

Pero ang the best ever talaga ngayon, yung paguusap namin nila Cams, Des and Gel. Sobrang nareminisce ko tuloy kamalditahan ko, yung moments na na-outcast ako, yung pagiging Mayor ko, at yung mga moments na nakain ako sa classroom. :)) Naalala ko pa teacher ko sa Physics, tinawag ako for recitation, eh nakaen ako nun, yung Lumpia na chichirya. E ang laki diba, so namumuwalang ako, sabi niya, kumakaen kaen pa, tas sinagot ko, HINDI NAMAN KAYA! HAHA! :)) At ang saya dahil ang dami ko din nalaman sa kanila. Grabe, Lalo ka na Cams, WINNER KA TEH! :)) Tapos biglang napeste si YM eh noh. EPAAAAAL! :)

Pero ang nakapagpasaya sa akin? Texts ni ER. After a long time, at ang saya ko kase selected lang daw GMs nya, nagsend siya saken. And finally may nagtweet sa akin na matagl ko nang hinihintay, kala ko coldness ule eh, busybee pala :)) HAHA! ♥♥

Lesson Learned: Hinding hindi mo makakalimutan mga kaganapan sa buhay mo! :)) Lalo na sa High School, kaya mas magandang gumawa ka din ng bagong memories sa college! :) Miss ko na Third Year-Ruby at Fourth Year-Integrity. AY MAY DIFFERENCE! HAHA! :)

Kaya Cams, Des, Gel, Steph, LAHAT NG BLOCKMATES. Kakain tayo sa classroom! At pag nahuli tayo ng prof, sagot tayo..."HINDI NAMAN KAYA!"