Showing posts with label insecurities. Show all posts
Showing posts with label insecurities. Show all posts

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Jamie's Diary.

Gagawa ako ng sariling blog page sa blogspot about diyan sa Jamie's Diary na yan. Pero ano nga ba yan?

Well. Isa yan sa mga kwentong binubuo ko na INSPIRED BY A TRUE STORY. Parang ang enjoy lang because it's really HAHAHA. :) Gusto ko siyang gawan ng TELEPLAY, LIBRO, BLOGPAGE. LAHAT! Hahaha! :) Kung kanino mang story yon, secret na lang, haha. Pero basta kasama din dun yung mga nawitness na kakaibang love story so talagang mahaba. :)

Kung magiging teleserye man yon, TEENSTARS ang gaganap dahil ang mga bida ay nasa 15-17s. Ang gusto kong gumanap na bida, sila Julia Montes and Diego Loyzaga. Idol at crush ko yan respectively eh. Haha. Mga teenstars pang iba sina Sue Anna Ramirez, Paul Salas, Miles Ocampo, Mikylla Ramirez, Neil Coleta, Fretzie Bercede, EJ Jallorina, James Reid, Yen Santos. Madaming madami. HAHA. :) Kailangan talaga eh. Ipopost ko kung sino mga gaganap pag naisipan ko na. :))

What inspired me to really write this story is what i have learned tonite. The last chapter of the story finally happened. I am just waiting for this time and ayun naman sakto, dumating na, so it's really a cue na gawin ko na! HAHA! :D Nagkataon naman na 29 PALA DATE NGAYON! :D

Kaya ngayon, maghihirap ako dahil gustong gusto ko na ding isulat ang kwento tungkol sa mga SOSYAL. Chaka ko na ikkwento yun. Hahaha. :D Pero bongga din yun. Eto kasi weekly show lang, kumbaga Your Song pero 32 weeks siya kase book 1 and book 2 eh, tig 16 weeks each! :D  TARAY! HAHA. Etong mga sosyal, 16+ weeks daily naman.

So ayun, nakakatuwa lang na irelate ang kwento na alam mo na nangyayare sa kwento na isusulat mo. :) KAILANGAN KO NA SIYANG MAGAWA. KONTING INSPIRASYON NA LANG AND GO! :)) HAHA!

Anyway that's it. Be Loved my followers!

-->PIPAY♥ 1/29/12 11:37PM
Chapter 1 of 12.
Page 29 of 366.
"WRITER"


Thursday, December 22, 2011

Countdown to 2012 Part 1: My New Year's Resolutions :)

The year 2011 is bound to end 9 days from now and I realized I had lots and lots of failures this year. That's why this 2012 I have a lot of resolutions to make up for my failures.

Well every year, I think that every person in the world has his/her own resolutions. And it's supposed to be kept. HAHA! :)) Well, every year I have mine, and unfortunately, it's too hard to really resolve everything, most especially if you are used of doing the things you need to change.

Now I am giving you the list of my resolutions. :))

1. EATING HABITS. Itigil na ang pagkain ng baboy at iimprove ang pagkain ng gulay at prutas. This year was really damnshit for me. I experienced a lot of aching-churvanesses most especially in thee stomach, and I am not sure I might have colon cancer. But just to make sure if ever I don't have, I will start eating healthy foods more often that the usual. :)

2. STUDIES. Iimprove ang grades, dalasan ang pag-aaral, magrecite sa Rizal. This year was a good start for my studies. I improved a lot on the last quarter of my 4th year high school and got high grades, I think (except for Physics as always) And I really prioritized my studies when I entered College (top priority!!). But I don't think my efforts aren't good enough, most especially this semester. I focused more on my org. Well next year, I need to balance everything, TV addiction, Tanghalang St. Paul and Studies. I will now make sure that I have read our lesson for Rizal so I can recite. :)

3. FRIENDS. Matutong mamili ng kakaibiganin, wag masyadong friendly, at i-maintain ang relationship sa dating friends. Itigil ang pangbabackstab. This year was also a challenging role for me and my friends and ---- friends. In Girlfriends, I had a problem with Cher. HAHA! But that was so okay now. :) And for the others, well, me, I trust so much easily, not knowing the real attitude of bitches around, so lesson learned, do not trust or befriend others whom you did not know very well yet. :))

4. BITCHY-NESS. Tigilan na ang pagpaparinig. Wag masyadong mataray at matutong lumugar. Wag na din pala-sagot sa nakakatanda. I also had a lot of problems regarding my "parinigs" and all. SO from now on, I promise and I swear not to bring up small things and if ever I will do that, maybe because of a very very big reason or whatever. :))

5. FINANCIAL ISSUES. Wag masyadong magastos. Matutong magtipid at magbudget. Bilhin lang ang kinakailangan. Mag-ipon kung may gustong bilhin at wag padalos dalos sa pagbili. Itago lahat ng resibo at computin. Wag nang papayag na nagogoyo sa pamasahe at wag hayaang kahit piso ay mawala. Every coin counts. From now on, I will be very keen on the things I will buy. This year was the hardest for me since I don't make "kupit" anymore which is good. I rely on my allowance. So I always ran out of budget in times of need. So I should be more thrifty now. I should not indulge myself on food. I should indulge myself on savings. I should eat outside maybe thrice a month, and go malling twice a month or just for a very important reason.

6. HYGIENE. Wag tatamarin mag hilamos! That's my only problem. I feel so lazy washing my face, and now I'm having pimples and it's not good! So I should be more keen on my face. :))

7. OBSESSION-COMPULSION. Maging OC sa lahat ng bagay, kailangan maayos ang gamit, at systematic sa lahat ng desisyon at gagawin. I am always unorganized, whether in my things or in my tasks. So now I need a planner and I should be organized with my things!

8.. RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD. Dalasan ang pagsisimba. Ibalik ang habit ng pagdaan sa Prayer Room sa school. Magdasal ng rosaryo, magdasal pagkagising, at magdasal bago kumain. I had a closer relationship with God this year but sometime in October, I think I stayed away from him again. So this year, I really want to bring back that closeness. :)

Those are my top 8 resolutions. I still have to think of other things. I have minor resolutions but these things are given priority. I hope my friends would help me doing these things and I hope that I could accomplish this!

-->♥PIPAY 12/22/11 at 1:01 AM


Tuesday, May 31, 2011

The BIGGEST Loser.

Honestly, I don't want this week to end, since next week, classes will resume. I'm just so tensed. I really don't know how will I go at St. Paul. I don't know how to commute. I am so dumb. I am 15 years old and yet...can't even ride a jeep alone.

Well anyway, this day's a blast. Finished Maging Sino Ka Man Volume 8, and needs to get Volume 9 as soon as possible! Then I just went back playing Pet Society! I really love that game, as in. And then of course. Watched "Nita Negrita" which is now on its last two weeks, and the new GMA show "Sisid", which gave a nice but still mediocre performance, I am not satisfied, I am so disappointed with Ahmed. Err. And as usual. My Girlfriend is a Gumiho is just so kakilig! :)

Mula sa Puso did the best job today! Bye Selina, we'll see you in court! And I love 100 Days To Heaven! Xyriel, Jodi and Ms. Coney are so unbeatable. Minsan Lang Kita Iibigin has a new logo. And it's much better compared to the old one. Pfft. And of course, the ever unbeatable idiotic tandem of Mara and Alvira is turning into somewhat smart! Haha! Mara's just so smart today! :)

But The Biggest Loser made a very big impact on my prime time viewing. I can relate to each of them. And in fact, I am dreaming right now. I want to be a model. :)) HAHA! But because of this effin' size, that's so impossible. I'm tired of being fat, being obes, yeah I am and I'm not actually ashamed of that, I'm just tired! They always tease me I'm fat, baboy, malaking harang, or whatever. Well, I can't blame them for doing that, because maybe they have more insecurities, that's why they want me to be insecure of them as well. Well, sorry, I will never let my insecurities kill my own personality.

The most fun part is o course, the chikahan with my blockmates Cams, Steph, Des and Myks. I am very comfortable with them. I can't see any reason why I can't be close, or I can't open with them, specially with this guy. HAHA! :))

Speaking of this guy, well, I am happy for a text and tweet, I just don;t want to elaborate. He might read this and my happy days are sooooo over.

Well anyway, Cams, Steph, Des and Myks. Thank you for lending your ears to my topic. Though I know it really gets old! HAHA! :))

Lesson Learned: It's okay having insecurities right now, because once you became open minded, or mature at least, you will see that these insecurities are advantages to you. :) Learned that from Anne Curtis my Idol! :))

CAMS, You have a special line, considering that you always read my blogs, and hearing out my stories, and for your request as well! HAHA! :))

HOO! Full english! :)) I know that soon, this size, will never be an insecurity. And for those people who keep on insulting me because of my size...let's see who is THE BIGGEST LOSER... :))