A Lovely Bone: Mahirap.

How ironic na 'A Lovely Bone' ang series na 'to pero sa unang installment, broken heart ang topic. ;)

Mahirap talaga. Mahirap maka move-on. As in sobra sobra. Ang tagal tagal na. 1 year and 5 months na. :') At mahirap talaga siya. :D

Ewan ko nga ba. Hindi naman naging kami at never naman magiging kami, and one-sided lang naman ang love (Parang Majoy lang? Hahaha.) pero sobrang nahihirapan ako. :') Bakit kaya?

Siyempre nababawasan naman yung love. Pero hindi nawawala. Alam mo yung nababawasan kase syempre di na nagpaparamdam..pero pag nagparamdam siya. Ayan na. :)) Grabe. :D

Ako naman, di naman ako umaasa, never naman ako umasa. Pero siyempre nandun pa rin yung, "Sana ako na lang." Pero malayo namang mangyari yun. Pero anong walang umasa? Ano ginawa ko jan? Umasa din kahit papano. Haha. Well, I can be a perfect girlfriend ah. HAHA! Lol. :D

"Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source."

Kung totoo yang quote na yan, bat di pa mamatay-matay tong love na 'to! Haha! Honestly, ayoko na, gusto ko nang kalimutan talaga. Pero mahirap kaya! Kala niyo ba. HAHA! :D Alam mo yung gusto mo nang kalimutan pero ayaw mo pa kasi gusto mo pa siya and baka may chance ka pa. Pero natatakot ka naman na tapatin. Ayy kaloka! HAHA!

Well ang masasabi ko lang, basta focus lang ako sa studies at career. Mas mahal ko ang sarili ko noh! Sakto pala, 29 ngayon! :D

-->JimpyA.♥

May 29, 2012. 12:25 AM

A Lovely Bone 1: Mahirap

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Milk Tea. ♥

Dati, ayokong ayoko ng lasa ng Milk Tea. Nung una kong natikman yan, grabe, napamura pa ako. Hahaha! :) Kasi ang chaka talaga ng taste. :) Pero ngayon, sobrang addict ko na sa MILK TEA. Thanks Golden Sun by D'Creme. And Yish, Kricza and Ate Bea. Nyahaha. Ang sarap sobra. Naadik ako. In fact, nakadalawa pa nga ako kanina! :)

Speaking of mga dating ayaw na ngayon ay gusto na, naalala ko, 2010 pa yun. Ayaw ko sa isang taong yun. Not really ayaw pero wala, di ko lang siya masyadong feel. Lagi ko pa ngang tinatarayan yan eh. Hahaha. :) Pero ganon talaga ang buhay...after two months, gusto na, at GUSTO talaga. Never ko talagang naisip na magkakaganto ako dun. Haha. Pag naiisip ko, ano bang nakita ko dun? Pero oo siyempre alam naman nating lahat na siya ay may CHARM. Nyahaha. :D Pero ewan ko ba!

And now, it's my greatest love..Hindi ako makamove on ng bongga. Lalo na kanina. Masyadong UDLOT ang nangyari eh. Kahit wala naman talagang napag-usapan. At para san pa diba? :) Hahaha. Bitter bitteran eh. Kahit wala namang karapatan. :')

Kanina, napag-usapan namin ng friends ko ang FIRST LOVE at TRUE LOVE. True Love can surpass First Love. Pero First Love never dies. :) At ngayon, talagang di pa namamatay sa aking ♥! Kaloka diba. Hahaha. Eh first kasi talaga. Madami lang nilalandi noon, but this one's different. Dati nagiging okay na ako after a year, at di masyado iniisip. Eh eto, jusko kahit tanggalin sa isip, WALA! :) Nyahaha! :D Well, ako pinipilit ko talaga makamove-on. Napakadami ko nang posts about moving on pero WTFudge, ayaw talaga! :D Hahaha! :)

Anyway, ang saya saya nang usapan namin kanina ng aking friends. Bawal banggitin ang names nila dahil sa topic na ito. Hahaha. Pero I love the usapan, gustong gusto ko pang maulit yun. With the exciting Q&A. :) Hahaha! :D

Ang galing ko sumegway. Hahaha! From Milk Tea to love. Hahaha. Nakakatawa. Pero yan ay from the bottom of my ♥. I love MILK TEA, and I love YOU? Hahaha. Echosera. :)

By the way, napagdesisyunan kong wag tong ipost sa Tumblr dahil kailangan nito ng censorship. :) Hahaha. :D

Sunod-sunod na blogs ko. Saya! :)


-->;PIPAY♥ 3/16/12 11:53PM
Chapter 3 of 12.
Page 75 of 366.
"FROM MILK TEA WITH LOVE"

Jamie's Diary.

Gagawa ako ng sariling blog page sa blogspot about diyan sa Jamie's Diary na yan. Pero ano nga ba yan?

Well. Isa yan sa mga kwentong binubuo ko na INSPIRED BY A TRUE STORY. Parang ang enjoy lang because it's really HAHAHA. :) Gusto ko siyang gawan ng TELEPLAY, LIBRO, BLOGPAGE. LAHAT! Hahaha! :) Kung kanino mang story yon, secret na lang, haha. Pero basta kasama din dun yung mga nawitness na kakaibang love story so talagang mahaba. :)

Kung magiging teleserye man yon, TEENSTARS ang gaganap dahil ang mga bida ay nasa 15-17s. Ang gusto kong gumanap na bida, sila Julia Montes and Diego Loyzaga. Idol at crush ko yan respectively eh. Haha. Mga teenstars pang iba sina Sue Anna Ramirez, Paul Salas, Miles Ocampo, Mikylla Ramirez, Neil Coleta, Fretzie Bercede, EJ Jallorina, James Reid, Yen Santos. Madaming madami. HAHA. :) Kailangan talaga eh. Ipopost ko kung sino mga gaganap pag naisipan ko na. :))

What inspired me to really write this story is what i have learned tonite. The last chapter of the story finally happened. I am just waiting for this time and ayun naman sakto, dumating na, so it's really a cue na gawin ko na! HAHA! :D Nagkataon naman na 29 PALA DATE NGAYON! :D

Kaya ngayon, maghihirap ako dahil gustong gusto ko na ding isulat ang kwento tungkol sa mga SOSYAL. Chaka ko na ikkwento yun. Hahaha. :D Pero bongga din yun. Eto kasi weekly show lang, kumbaga Your Song pero 32 weeks siya kase book 1 and book 2 eh, tig 16 weeks each! :D  TARAY! HAHA. Etong mga sosyal, 16+ weeks daily naman.

So ayun, nakakatuwa lang na irelate ang kwento na alam mo na nangyayare sa kwento na isusulat mo. :) KAILANGAN KO NA SIYANG MAGAWA. KONTING INSPIRASYON NA LANG AND GO! :)) HAHA!

Anyway that's it. Be Loved my followers!

-->PIPAY♥ 1/29/12 11:37PM
Chapter 1 of 12.
Page 29 of 366.
"WRITER"

The Art of Letting Go.

Earlier, I thought of playing this old game that I became addicted before, The Sims 2. And na-adik na naman ako. Ang hirap i let go ng addiction. Most especially that it was a long time when I last played it.

Addiction is one thing we had a hard time letting go. Like nung addiction ko sa Magkaribal, I have the complete set of the DVDs and during my leisure time, I watch episodes na talagang tumatak sa akin! (the tahol scene of Gretchen Baretto! And of course, You Want War, I'll give you war scene!") Sabi nga ng friend ko, yun daw pala ang mahirap saken, that it's hard for me to let go. Parang sa love, napakahirap din I-LET GO. Sobra. :)


"Put away the pictures. 
Put away the memories. 
I put over and over 
Through my tears 
I've held them till I'm blind 
They kept my hope alive 
As if somehow that I'd keep you here 
Once you believe in a love forever more How do you leave it in a drawer?"

When you find out that the one you love isn't, and will never be in love with you, anong gagawin mo? Will you stay, or will you let go and move on? Ako. I did stay, that was almost a year. But of course, napapagod din naman ang heart. And finally, after how many months, natutunan ko din mag let go. Kahit man lang sa love. October 27 was the day (actually night). I did let go of my feelings, and I am on the final stage of moving on. October 28, the almost 3500 messages, they're gone, well except for 181 (pampakilig)! And earlier, the 20 peso bill, na malutong pa ha, pinanload ko na. Imagine, I was able to keep that 20 peso bill on my wallet for 5 months! I'm not even tempted na gastusin yun! And now. HAHA. Na kay ateng nagloload na! :))

"Now here it comes, the hardest part of all 
Unchain my heart that's holding on 
How do I start to live my life alone? 
Guess I'm just learning, 
Learning the art of letting go..."


Yes, masakit din naman siya, when one day you finally realized na hinding hindi naman mangyayari yun. Well as I said in my previous entries (check that May 2011) I'm not expecting na mapupunta dun, although siyempre may part sa akin na gusto ko. Pero diba, ako kasi I am very open-minded, and I know the realities of life. :) But then it hurts, lalo na pag dati, pag nagmomove on ako, shit, PARAMDAM NA NAMAN! :) But now, parang ganun din eh, nagpaparamdam, pero you know, kasi dati pag andito na ko sa stage na to, tas biglang ganun na naman, Back to Zero, pero this time, hindi talaga! :)


"Try to say it's over 
Say the word goodbye. 
But each time it catches in my throat 
Your still here in me 
And I can't set you free 
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more 
Wish I could open up that door..."


Oh yeah right, sabi ng madami kong friends, "WOOO, BABALIK DIN YAN!" hahaha. Well, siyempre may factor na gusto kong bumalik, pero honestly ngayon, konti na lang na percentage. As in parang I feel na, I'm stronger now, kaya ko na 'to. Kasi diba, nabuhay naman ako noon nung wala pa siya, why not now? HAHA! Eh yun nga kasi eh, dumating sa buhay mo diba! But now I am sure. I CAN DO IT.


Maybe now, I learned the Art of Letting Go, kasi nakakatiis na ako. Nakakayanan ko na unlike before where I would end up NEARLY CRYING. Nearly lang ah, NEVER AKO IIYAK SA GANYAN! :)


Basta ako, I'll just go with the flow of life. Malay naten, maiba ihip ng hangin. HAHA! Goodluck naman. :)


So, that's it. Thank you sa song ni Jennylyn Mercado or Mikaila. Sino ba original sa inyo? HAHA.


I love you followers! Nakita ko naka 64 views ang page ko kahapon, at sobrang achievement yun dahil lumagpas sa 40! :))


-->JIMPY♥ 10/29/11 11:50PM

I DECLARE FINAL STAGE!

As of this first part of writing, this entry doesn't have any title yet. I don't know how to name it but...Err. HAHA! :D Magkakatitle din yan. :))

Well anyway, this entry intends to share my experiences in love. From being Inlababo, to nalulunod sa lababo, to nakaahon na sa lababo. In short, from kiligan stage, heartbreaking stage and finally, the moving on stage.

My followers already knew about my story but this one is the more detailed one. I am not scared to confess this now, since, I have moved on - oh not yet, just in the final stage - and I won't name names, I'll just keep my mouth shut with the names. Pero pag nabasa niya to, malamang mahahalata niya, yun ay kung matandain at keen observer siya. :)) (Pero sa totoo lang, natatakot pa din ako na mahalata, mabasa at makita niya to!)

Okay so here it is: I won't elaborate more unless it's like so so important and nakakakilig! And by the way, FYI. Yun ang interpretation ko sa lahat ng pinakita niya okay? So wag nyong sasabiohing iniimbento ko, alam ko nag-assume ako pero IDC.  Ganun yung nakita ko eh! And kung mababas amo 'to wag mong sasabihin na walang meaning yun for you ganyan ganyan kase naiintindihan ko at alam kong totoo yun OKAY! Okay na, eto na.

July 8, 2010 - That was my birthday. My teacher and moderator offered me to be a campaign manager of a political party in our school. I was so so hesitant to do it, because at that time, I'm really scared facing people. I also had a crush with this second year student. :) HAHA! :D The person we're talking about is a member of this party, secret na lang kung anong tinatakbo niya but I can't say we had the perfect meeting, and I had love at first sight! :)

August 2010 - Sometime in August, it was an afternoon, I am already on my way home with my best friend, when I had an encounter with him. We talked for a while and I slapped his face. Haha. But that was joke time! :) Then we said our goodbyes, and afterwards, tinanong ako ni bestfriend, "siguro, crush mo si ________ noh?!" Of course I denied because like duh, I don't like him! HAHA! =))

September 2, 2010. - I texted two people, it was him, and the other one was a friend as well. Then they both replied, but I focused more on him, we texted, he even told me I am becoming thinner. (Fudge, obvious na talaga ako na si ano to!) Then after that moment, yes, I am pretty sure I am crushing on him. :)

October 29, 2010. - The first time we ate outside, with my friends, and with his --- basta, close friend ko din super! We ate at Mang Inasal. I had the best time ever. :) I even waited for him because he was late. I just pretended that I love to play Sky Burger but honestly, I was waiting. But it was so worth it. I had so much fuuun!

December 17/18/19, 2010. - I forgot the date but this was a good encounter. Christmas Party. After me and my bffs stayed in Starbucks, one of my friends saw him, (di pa ako naniwala) and i treated him Starbucks! HAHA! :D Lol. Then he texted me that night and it was so kilig, I had a sleepover with my friends pa. ;)

December 22, 2010. - We are actually frequent textmates at this month, making me fall in love with this person.(Nakaisip na ako ng title, It's all about him him him him him... HAHA! Kanta yan ni Auburn eh!) His classmates we're always asking me, "mahal mo na?" and I always answer, crush lang! And on this date, I am sure, I am in love. :">

December 25, 2010. - Christmas Day. My friend and I asked him if he could join us watching a movie on the 29th. Happily, he joined us.

December 29. 2010. - My last "gala" for that year. I was with my best of friends, and with him. We watched a scary movie. I was even pissed off because he kept on turning off the lights in the CR and I am so damn scared! But it was complete happiness!

January 2011. - I was so inspired to do everything, my assignments, my requirements, projects, because I was so damn in love! We didn't have that communication much but then, I'm still inspired! :)

February 5-6, 2011. Crucial part for me. I know he got irritated because I'm too protective. Eh there's something naman behind it eh, so okay lang, pero siguro in his eyes nga naman, OA na. Nag-gm siya, I don't know if it's for me but I can sense it. I don't know he texted me on the night of the 6th, but then.. gosh. That's really the first time!

February 11, 2011. Junior Senior Promenade. A pop dance is a good catch!

February 12, 2011. Happy in the morning. Damn shit on the following days. This was the last day we texted. HAHA! :D

March 5, 2011. Retreat, we had communication again and it's damn good. Haha.

March 22, 2011. We had a small talk and he congratulated me. :))

March 23, 2011. A day after our kilig talk, kasi he did ask something pa nun, pero baka I'm just assuming that's why I'll keep my mouth shut, parang we had a problem again. He doesn't want to talk sa text, he's damn sleepy na daw and baka daw humaba pa usapan namen. So it was a complete heartbreaker!

March 24, 2011. In the morning, dinamdam ko yung nangyari kagabi, pero sa hapon, parang walang nangyari, I even bought him a gift.

March 28, 2011. I gave him the gift and he used it agad! :)

March 30, 2011. We passed through the corridor and he asked me to smell the pabango, he used it na naman! HAHA! :D

April - May 2011. Basta nagkayayaan kami, and on the 26th, natuloy kaming gumala. :) Saya nun! :D

July 8, 2011. That was my birthday, and it's a blast. Mahahalata na kasi pag inelaborate ko pero thank you sa SPUM friends ko. :)

August 25, 2011. Nagkita kami unexpectedly sa SM. Tagal kong pinagdasal yan. :) Nakablog yun dito!

August 26, 2011. Nagkita ulet kami, happily nakapag-usap!

September 2, 2011. Crushniversary! Talagang nakapagcelebrate ako dahil magkatext kami simula 5:30 hanggang 8:00 PM! Ansabeeeeeeeeeh! :)

October 2011. Wala na masyadong contact, di na ako amazed. I was falling in love with Diego Loyzaga, which made me pretend na may boyfriend ako, at dahil dun parang nakakalimot.

October 27, 2011. We saw each other a gain and he was a complete snob. I don't know what I have done but I'm pretty sure wala akong ginagawa. Sobra. Kaya ayun, napagisip isip ko...

Na Panahon na siguro, panahon na para makalimot at magpakasaya, at humanap ng iba. And therefore now I declare, I am on the FINAL STAGE OF MOVING ON. AND I AM HAPPY! Sana happy din kayo for me. :))

Pag kilala nyo siya at nabasa niyo to, wag kayong maingay ah. WALANG BASTUSAN. HAHA! :D

At ngayon, iibahin ko na ang title. I DECLARE FINAL STAGE! :))))))))))

-->JIMPY ♥ 10/28/11 at 11:46 PM

How do you call it a day?

How do you call a day...a day? HAHA.

Today was such a happy day for me, but tiring as well.

I enrolled earlier, second semester, in SPUM. Course, ABMC Major in Comm Arts, if you'll ask. We had problems, but after 3 hours, I was enrolled, got my sched, validated my ID and I belong to ABMC-COM 1. Murielle and I are classmates. We have wished that for so long since we were not classmates before.

Then finally, I saw Girlfriends (Cher, JC, Kathryn, Abby and Eva--there was no Karol (she has a class) and Sarah (in Japan of course) So sad.) and we went to Perps. I saw my old teachers, old friends. Everything was rekindled and reminisced, most especially with our heart to heart talk with Miss Celine Pagharion. :)

Then we ate Isaw! Gosh, I missed that. And bonded with Ate Hannie and Kuya Ian (for a short time! -they're so sweet btw!) I had also seen Vinci, I missed this guy, I haven't talked to him for a long tiiiime! :) Then Girlfriends went to my house, we watched something, don't want to expose but it's not X-Rated! HAHAHA! :D

But I just don't know what happened. Tonight, suddenly, I shifted moods. I don;t know if it is about Diego still not replying on my tweets, or other people who were not really replying to me. I just feel so sad. Most especially about a person super duper close to my heart (kulang na lang isiksik ko sya dun). I don't know, it was too sudden.

But then, something's making me happy, a person replied. HAHAHA! =)) But still, I feel so depressed, don't knoooow. Maybe also I can't make it this Thursday for the closing of High School Intramurals and I will miss the chance to seeeeeeee all of my loves! :| Well. It's better to be safe here, most especially I'll save cash! :))

And we do have plans this Friday as well, a HOUSE PARTY! :)) I hope that will really happen ha! :)) And thank you REGINA KATRINA GARONG and ANGEL CONSAD for making me feel better. :">

Well, let's call it a DAY! :)

-->JIMPY♥ 10/24/11 11:45PM.

After The End by KC Concepcion (can easily relate)

I have a new favorite KC Concepcion song! Actually it's not new because it's since July. HAHA. And I listen to this song everytime I am heartbroken with... :) Because I can easily relate. I haven't been in a relationship ha, but of course I do love someone! But then of course, if you are waiting for that someone to love you for so long, and you haven't talked for a long time, that love would soon die. And After the End of that love, you see each other, what will you feel? HAHA. So here's the lyrics!


Even though I try
Not to think of you
Every now and then
I admit, I do
And I know
That were gonna meet again
And I wonder how
You will treat me then

And will it be awkward
Or what will I say
Coz we haven't spoken
Since that day

Will you look the same
Will I reconize
That amazing glint
That was in you eyes
Will you show that I'm upset
Will say that I'm not over yet
Will you make some lame excuse to go
Will you say you've got to run to catch a bus
When we'll see each other
After the end of us

Will i want to cry when we finally meet
Will we meet by chance on a crowded street
Will i fall again for your magic charm
Will you have a new girl on your arm

Will you act like you don't know who I am
Will you shake my hand like a business man
Will you smile and say hello
Like we used to smile not long ago
Will you ask me what's been going on
What kind of shallow topics will we discuss
When we'll see each other
After the end of us

Or will i be stronger
Then i knew i could be
Will i be the one
Who's Surprised by me

Will i be alright
Will i be just fine
Or will i've healed this heart of mine
Will i show that i moved on
Will you see the sadness is all gone
Will you be the one in pain
Will i be the one who's feeling fabulous
When we'll see each other
After the end
When we'll see each other
After the end of us


That's the song I can easily relate! HAHAHA! =))


-->JIMPY♥ 10/21/11 11:26PM

Confusion...

Whenever I see this pic of his. I don't know what to feel. :)) Because this picture really really makes me fall in love with DIEGO LOYZAGA. :') Grabe, this is the second time I am blogging about him! :')

Eeeeeh. I know I know that masama to, pero alam nyo yun, the more na naiisip ko siya, nakakalimutan ko yung previous heartbreaks ko. :) Nagimbe imbento pa nga ako ng taong "Rick Carlos Gonzales" (Rick from Derrick role nya sa Mara Clara and Carlos na first name nya, Gonzales, surname nya sa Mara clara) na kunyari etong inembento kong tao yung nasa picture at magsyota kame. HAHA! :)) At dahil dun. Confused tuloy ako..Crush ko ba si Diego, or love ko na siya, or I'm just an infatuated fan? :| Scared ako na mafall sa kanya kase sobrang IMPOSIBLE! :'(

Basta pag nakita, nakilala, nakausap at nakapagpapicture ako sa kanya, I'll be the luckiest and happiest person in town. I hope this wish would come truue! :')

Anyway, itigil na natin to. Gusto ko lang maglabas nang nararamdaman. :)) Loveyou followers. :D

-->JIMPY♥♥ 10/18/11

Till My Heartaches End.

Hahaha. :)) Ang aga ko nagblog ngayon. Mamaya kasi baka di na makapag-online! Alam niyo naman, beauty rest! HAHA! Alam yan ng followers ko kung bakit! :)

Well anyway, nakakabadtrip, ang sarap sarap ng higa ko, biglang fudgeness! Inutusan ako sa SM Center, di pa nga ako naliligo...at dahil adik adik ako, bumili ako ng YES! Magazine! HAHA!

At siyempre, ginawa ko na ang matagal tagal ko ng binabalak, ang manuod ng Till my Heartaches End. Haha. Ang ganda ganda ng musical scoring, at siyempre kahit di sila nagkatuluyan sa ending, nagandahan pa rin ako kasi nakapagreconcile sila sa dulo..

Sobrang nakakarelate ako kay Agnes a.k.a Kim Chiu. Grabe kasi siya magmahal, lalo na yung nakailang text siya kay Paoie a.k.a Gerald Anderson. HAHA. :)) Kaya lang siyempre may mga ganon talagang kwento, at may happy ending, may wala. :) At si Paoie sobrang busy! HAHA! Wala nang time kay Agnes, parang ano lang...HAHAHAHA! WINNER!

Lesson Learned: Kahit gaano mo kamahal ang isang tao, dapat maintindihan mo na hindi kailangan lagi kayong magkausap, at tama, hindi lang sa inyo umiikot ang mundo! Kaya nga ako diba, akala ko cold na sa akin, yun pala talagang, busy lang siya :)

"Hindi lahat ng kailangan mo ay mahal mo at di lahat ng mahal mo ay kailangan mo." Isa yan sa mga remarkable lines ng Till My Heartaches End. WOOOO! HAHA! :))

And I really enjoyed the movie...Till My Heartaches End.

Bukas na...Bukas na...Sana tuloy. Goodluck saken. This is the moment. :))


*end of blog*

Move on na.

OO. Mahirap magblog ng medyo mabigat ang nararamdaman mo. Grabe. I'm so confused right now. Di ko alam kung ano tong nararamdaman ko. Heartbroken ba, oo nanghihinayang.

Sinusubukan ko naman din kaseng mag let go eh, once na nanlamig sya. Kaso di ko pala kaya. Sinusubukan ko naman maging masaya, pero bat ganto. FIRST TIME KO TO NAFEEL EVER. Parang ewan lang.

I know unfair ako, kasi di din naman niya alam kung anong nafefeel ko, pero sa totoo lang, imposible eh. Manhid siya. :/ I know this is not the right thing. Mali ito. Pero sana wala namang ganyanan, Puro kasi coldness nasa katawan niya eh. Punong-puno. Nadadamay tuloy ako, puro bitterness naman. WOOOW DIBA. ANG SAYA!!!!!!

Kung hindi man matuloy ang dapat matuloy, wag, wala na akong pakialam. Pero nararamdaman ko, pag bumalik na naman sya sa buhay ko at di na naman siya cold, wala back to zero lahat ng bitterness ko. Masaya na naman ako. Masaya naman talaga ako eh, kahit ganon lang, kasi na-a-appreciate naman niya dati lahat ng ginagawa ko noon. Kaya nakakawalang gana magreach-out.

Alam ko ang tanga tanga ko na minsan, kasi nga diba, HOT N'COLD EH! "IT" changes its mind, like a girl changes clothes! Nakakasira lang ng bait. Err.

But at the end of the day you will realize na wala ka namang ginawang masama, kasi hindi naman masamang magmahal, and at the same time, yung taong mahal mo, hindi naman niya alam na mahal mo siya diba. SO WHAT'S THE POINT? Sana nga lang itigil na ang COLDNESS. Dahil sa akin, okay lang na friends kami, I don't expect something more. I am happy with what we have. Kung tumuloy tuloy man sa ganon, bonus na lang sa akin yon, pero Imposible yun, at BAWAL. At hindi din naman ako papayag, syempre may puri din naman akong inaalagaan no!

Ang masasabi ko lang. AYOKO NA. KUNG BABALIK, E DI GO, KUNG HINDI, MADAMI PA DIYAN. MOVE ON NA.