Fallin'.

"I’m afraid to fly
And I don’t know why
I’m jealous of the people who
Are not afraid to die

It’s just that I recall
Back when I was small
Someone promised that they’d catch me
And then they let me fall

And now I’m fallin’
Fallin’ fast again
Why do I always take a fall
When I fall in love

You’d think by now I’d learn
Play with fire you get burned
But fire can be oh so warm
And that’s why I return

Turn and walk away

That’s what I should do
My head says go and find the door
My heart says I’ve found you

Help me I’m fallin’
Fallin’ fast again
Why do I always take a fall
When I fall in love

(it always turns out the same
When I fall)
Lovin’ someone, losin’ myself
Only got me to blame

Help me I’m fallin’

Fallin’
Catch me if you can
Maybe this time I’ll have it all
Maybe I’ll make it after all
Maybe this time I won’t fall
When I fall in love..."

I am now falling in love with this song. Sobra. :)) Tapos when I watched the movie "Catch Me, I'm in Love" starring Sarah G. and Gerald A., parang one way or the other, nakarelate ako. HAHA! :) Pero di pa ngayon, but I do hope na mangyari. Ayoko na lang i-elaborate. (lagi namang ayaw ko eh HAHA!)

But how does it feel na everytime you're down, may sumasalo lagi sayo? Ako, I don't know, pero narealize ko, laging may tumutulong sa akin kapag ka down ako, sa kanya ako lagi nag-oopen bukod sa Girlfriends. Pero di ako in love sa kanya ah! HAHA! :D

Sa ibang anggulo naman ng buhay, (naks lalim) may bumabalik daw na feeling? Nafa-fall ulit? HAHA Ulol. Di na noh. Ayoko na. Masama na ma-fall. Lalo na't ayaw ka namang saluhin! Kaya nga gusto ko din tong song na to, I love the last part!

Help me I’m fallin’
Fallin’
Catch me if you can
Maybe this time I’ll have it all
Maybe I’ll make it after all
Maybe this time I won’t fall
When I fall in love..."


I hope the person who will catch me when I fall is the person I wished. Yung isa kasi, hinayaan lang akong malaglag, hindi ako sinalo. Kaya nga I'm scared na eh, I wish talaga may sumalo sa akin next time! HAHA! =))

HAHAHA. Alam niyo, wala talaga akong maiblog. I'm really scared right now, siyempre Halloween na kaya. HAHA! :) Wish ko lang na mamove ang pasukan namin! :D

Anyway, good night sweeties! :)

-->JIMPY♥ 10/31/11 11:41 PM

The Art of Letting Go.

Earlier, I thought of playing this old game that I became addicted before, The Sims 2. And na-adik na naman ako. Ang hirap i let go ng addiction. Most especially that it was a long time when I last played it.

Addiction is one thing we had a hard time letting go. Like nung addiction ko sa Magkaribal, I have the complete set of the DVDs and during my leisure time, I watch episodes na talagang tumatak sa akin! (the tahol scene of Gretchen Baretto! And of course, You Want War, I'll give you war scene!") Sabi nga ng friend ko, yun daw pala ang mahirap saken, that it's hard for me to let go. Parang sa love, napakahirap din I-LET GO. Sobra. :)


"Put away the pictures. 
Put away the memories. 
I put over and over 
Through my tears 
I've held them till I'm blind 
They kept my hope alive 
As if somehow that I'd keep you here 
Once you believe in a love forever more How do you leave it in a drawer?"

When you find out that the one you love isn't, and will never be in love with you, anong gagawin mo? Will you stay, or will you let go and move on? Ako. I did stay, that was almost a year. But of course, napapagod din naman ang heart. And finally, after how many months, natutunan ko din mag let go. Kahit man lang sa love. October 27 was the day (actually night). I did let go of my feelings, and I am on the final stage of moving on. October 28, the almost 3500 messages, they're gone, well except for 181 (pampakilig)! And earlier, the 20 peso bill, na malutong pa ha, pinanload ko na. Imagine, I was able to keep that 20 peso bill on my wallet for 5 months! I'm not even tempted na gastusin yun! And now. HAHA. Na kay ateng nagloload na! :))

"Now here it comes, the hardest part of all 
Unchain my heart that's holding on 
How do I start to live my life alone? 
Guess I'm just learning, 
Learning the art of letting go..."


Yes, masakit din naman siya, when one day you finally realized na hinding hindi naman mangyayari yun. Well as I said in my previous entries (check that May 2011) I'm not expecting na mapupunta dun, although siyempre may part sa akin na gusto ko. Pero diba, ako kasi I am very open-minded, and I know the realities of life. :) But then it hurts, lalo na pag dati, pag nagmomove on ako, shit, PARAMDAM NA NAMAN! :) But now, parang ganun din eh, nagpaparamdam, pero you know, kasi dati pag andito na ko sa stage na to, tas biglang ganun na naman, Back to Zero, pero this time, hindi talaga! :)


"Try to say it's over 
Say the word goodbye. 
But each time it catches in my throat 
Your still here in me 
And I can't set you free 
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more 
Wish I could open up that door..."


Oh yeah right, sabi ng madami kong friends, "WOOO, BABALIK DIN YAN!" hahaha. Well, siyempre may factor na gusto kong bumalik, pero honestly ngayon, konti na lang na percentage. As in parang I feel na, I'm stronger now, kaya ko na 'to. Kasi diba, nabuhay naman ako noon nung wala pa siya, why not now? HAHA! Eh yun nga kasi eh, dumating sa buhay mo diba! But now I am sure. I CAN DO IT.


Maybe now, I learned the Art of Letting Go, kasi nakakatiis na ako. Nakakayanan ko na unlike before where I would end up NEARLY CRYING. Nearly lang ah, NEVER AKO IIYAK SA GANYAN! :)


Basta ako, I'll just go with the flow of life. Malay naten, maiba ihip ng hangin. HAHA! Goodluck naman. :)


So, that's it. Thank you sa song ni Jennylyn Mercado or Mikaila. Sino ba original sa inyo? HAHA.


I love you followers! Nakita ko naka 64 views ang page ko kahapon, at sobrang achievement yun dahil lumagpas sa 40! :))


-->JIMPY♥ 10/29/11 11:50PM

After The End by KC Concepcion (can easily relate)

I have a new favorite KC Concepcion song! Actually it's not new because it's since July. HAHA. And I listen to this song everytime I am heartbroken with... :) Because I can easily relate. I haven't been in a relationship ha, but of course I do love someone! But then of course, if you are waiting for that someone to love you for so long, and you haven't talked for a long time, that love would soon die. And After the End of that love, you see each other, what will you feel? HAHA. So here's the lyrics!


Even though I try
Not to think of you
Every now and then
I admit, I do
And I know
That were gonna meet again
And I wonder how
You will treat me then

And will it be awkward
Or what will I say
Coz we haven't spoken
Since that day

Will you look the same
Will I reconize
That amazing glint
That was in you eyes
Will you show that I'm upset
Will say that I'm not over yet
Will you make some lame excuse to go
Will you say you've got to run to catch a bus
When we'll see each other
After the end of us

Will i want to cry when we finally meet
Will we meet by chance on a crowded street
Will i fall again for your magic charm
Will you have a new girl on your arm

Will you act like you don't know who I am
Will you shake my hand like a business man
Will you smile and say hello
Like we used to smile not long ago
Will you ask me what's been going on
What kind of shallow topics will we discuss
When we'll see each other
After the end of us

Or will i be stronger
Then i knew i could be
Will i be the one
Who's Surprised by me

Will i be alright
Will i be just fine
Or will i've healed this heart of mine
Will i show that i moved on
Will you see the sadness is all gone
Will you be the one in pain
Will i be the one who's feeling fabulous
When we'll see each other
After the end
When we'll see each other
After the end of us


That's the song I can easily relate! HAHAHA! =))


-->JIMPY♥ 10/21/11 11:26PM

Dahil Ikaw ang Mahal Ko by Hanna Flores

I love this song sooo much! :D This is used as background music of Tayong Dalawa, Magkano ang iyong Dangal and Gimik 2010. This is sung by Hanna Flores, the daughter of ASAP XV's musical director, Homer flores. :D

Dahil Ikaw ang Mahal Ko

sana puso ko ay ingatan
tunay ang pagmamahal
dahil ikaw na ang buhay
sa iyo lahat ibibigay

bawat sandaling wala ka
di ko kayang mag isa
ang lahat ng nais mo ay kayang gawin
ikaw lang ang mamahalin

hinding hindi ka iiwan pangako sa yo
kahit anong sabihin ikaw lang ang buhay ko
kaya pakaingatan mo itong puso ko
dahil ikaw ang mahal ko

ang lahat ng nais mo ay kayang gawin
ikaw lang ang mamahalin

hinding hindi ka iiwan pangako sa iyo
kahit anong sabihin ikaw lang ang buhay ko
kaya pakaingatan mo itong puso ko
dahil ikaw ang mahal ko

My New Favorite song :)) Now lang :))

Not Like The Movies by KC Concepcion

I’m your average dreamer, I’m a true escapist
Always expecting a happy ending
Maybe I’ve been watching too many movies

Maybe I should grow up and start pretending
When I saw your face thou, everything was slow mo
And I started wondering why..?...

**Why can’t it be?
Just a pathway full of roses
Leading to a sunset view
With the one you’ve always dreamt of greats

Why can’t it be?
It was like a movie scene, the way I felt for you
Only you didn’t fall, now it’s not like the movies at all
(…not like the movies at all..)

Should I kept my heart shut
Should have been more patient
Should I kept deny on my addiction

What was I expecting
Did I have a vision of a scene
That only lives in fiction

Now I know that you are not gonna be my co-star?
And it starts to wonder why..

Repeat **