When your happiness becomes an issue to others.

May mga bagay na talagang sadyang nagpapasaya sa atin, whether it may be a person, people or a thing, or things. It might give us the entertainment we wished to have, or whatever satisfaction we like.

Ako, madami akong happiness sa buhay, pero sa tingin kong talagang nakakapagpasaya sa kin is watching Teleseryes, reading all about it, at lahat lahat na ng craziness na magagawa ko.

Eto lang naman yung mga CRAZINESS na yun eh. :)

1. Nangongolekta ako ng memorabilia, so far marami rami na siya.
2. Todo promote ako pag may bagong teleserye, pero di ko na siya masyadong ginagawa ngayon, plus nagGGM ako pag may palabas na bago, or next na. Yung susunod na, ginawa ko lang yun sa Magkaribal, Nasaan ka Elisa o kaya pag finale show.
3. Pinapanuod ko sa internet yung mga namimiss kong episodes ng show. Pero recently lang ako nagstart na talagang every night.
4. Nagbabasa ako ng mga tungkol sa Teleserye, pag may latest. Pero lagi ko siyang bukambibig, as in all the time.
5. Gumagawa ako ng sarili kong mga teleserye. Pangarap ko kaya maging writer.
6. Na-apply ko ang mga linya ng teleserye sa real life. Pag nanunuod ako lalo na ng Magkaribal, memorize ko na. Haha. :)

Sa pagkakaalam ko, yan lang naman ang ginagawa ko. Kaso nagiging issue na siya sa iba, mapasa school o sa bahay. I really don't know why, but I don't think naman that they're hindering my happiness, but the fact that it is an issue to them, it's just so plain shit. Walang pakialamanan diba. I know some are concerned, and they're telling me that it's too much. But honestly, I can't see anything wrong, I don't think it's too much. Unless nakasakit na ako, or worse nasaktan ko na sarili ko, like yakap ko na yung TV na bukas pagtulog.

May nagsabi sa akin na nakakaapekto na daw ang addiction ko sa iba. For example is that nagGM ako ng bagong TV show and they watched it because of me. Hello, I just did that to promote, not to command or dictate that you should watch it. Affecting others isn't my fault, it's theirs because they let themselves be affected or whatever, so clearly, I have no say with that. Of course gusto ko na mapanuod nila that's why I am promoting, but that doesn't mean they really have to watch it or what.

Next, ang Jologs na daw ng addiction ko. I am not hurt with that, but shit, don't you think that it's actually patriotism that is being practiced here? MyG! Watching foreign movies is good, but the fact that you insult your own country's works. Oo maaaring ang ideas natin minsan recycled na, but there is still that Philippine touch. And honestly, I do think that we are the best creators of soap operas. The other countries, all they know was fantasy and fantasy, suspense and suspense. Their love stories are cool, and our love stories may be repetitive. But whatever you say, ALL LOVE STORIES ARE THE SAME, JUST NEW PLOT, NEW SITUATION, but it's still A DAMN LOVE STORY!

Next, my school friends and I are talking about Teleseryes and the 1st of the 10 Commandments which is "You should not have other Gods besides me.". And they say that I am actually making Teleseryes my god alongside our Creator. Yes I know I am too addicted with soap operas, but I am not forgetting my obligations with Christ. Yes I know there are temptations that I don't like to attend mass because there's The Buzz and all, but at the end of the day, I am with God the Father, fulfilling my Sunday Obligation, loving and respecting God as who He is, and I pray every night, I don't replace God with other things, with Teleseryes or what. I know to myself that I never did that. :)

WHOO! Nailabas ko din lahat ng nasa puso ko. Grabe parang maiiyak ako habang sinusulat ko to. Eh kasi namin, I understand naman why are they reacting that way. They also have their addictions, but I guess they're not as dedicated as I am. And I believe that this will be my future job. Gusto ko tong ginagawa ko, mahal ko tong ginagawa ko. And I am looking forward to be a teleserye writer, and I can visualize it. Ang dami ng concepts ko, and I believe, di naman sa pagyayabang, na I have what it takes to be one, I have the talent to be. Wala na akong pakialam kung magkakaroon ako ng competitors but to fulfill my dream, that is a big achievement for me!

Basta ako, hangga't alam ko wala akong ginagawang masama, ipagpapatuloy ko to. Hindi ko sinasamba ang mga teleserye. Maybe you have your own definitions of "samba" but I have my own criteria. Wala akong ipinagpapalit. Nagpopromote, nangongolekta, nanunuod, nagsusulat. Yan lang ang ginagawa ko sa buhay ko kasama ang mga teleserye, at wala ng iba. :)

Bigyan niyo na lang ako ng bagong HAPPINESS, o kaya sabihin niyo kay ano, PASAYAHIN niya ko, baka madivert pa attention ko, but I don't think not. Ahaha. :)

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-->PIPAY♥ 2/17/12 11:49PM

Chapter 2 of 12.

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"HAPPINESS"